Love Is Medicine

CHAPTER 61

A long chapter ahead!

HANIA

I loved him, so i ignored him

I loved him, so i distanced myself

I loved him, so i stopped talking to him

I loved him, so i blocked him

I loved him so much i feared his heart break more than mine.

I loved him so much that, his happiness was more important to me than mine ever was!

I loved him so much that I let him go...

"Hania! Zain texted that he'll be here in 20 minutes!" Anvi shouted, even though she's standing just behind me doing her makeup.

Taking a deep breath, I quickly closed my diary, My eyes moved over to the window, where I saw some juniors playing football, and i just wiped my tears.

"What are you wearing?" I question Anvi, securing my hair with a clip on top of my head.

She pointed at the brown top on her bed, she's gonna layer it with a white shirt.

I picked a unusual colour according to my taste yellow, i don't wear it often because i think it clashes with my undertone, But today I can't resist it!

It's a beautiful yellow dress with huge yellow and golden flowers on it which looks so artistic...and i love vibe of it, and the dress is looking good on me!

I quickly wore a brown strap watch, to balance the colours of the outfit. I'll match them with my brown sandals And Anvita's phone started playing champagne problems by Taylor Swift, i just hummed the lyrics, not paying quite attention to them.

And my eyes watered all of the sudden, when right lyrics hit my already heavy heart. Seeing my discomfort she changed the song, I payed attention to the lyrics which were

Don't call me "kid"
Don't call me "baby"
Look at this godforsaken mess that you made me
You showed me colors you know I can't see with anyone else

Don't call me "kid"
Don't call me "baby"
Look at this idiotic fool that you made me
You taught me a secret language I can't speak with anyone else

That was it I'm a crying mess at this moment.

And her playlist is so messed up like me, to even kill me more, i misse you I'm sorry by Graice Abraham started

Everywhere I go leads me back to you
I don't wanna go, think I'll make it worse
Everything I know brings me back to us
I don't wanna go, we've been here before
Everywhere I go leads me back to you

Anvita shuffled it again, and it played sad song by we the kings. She gave me sorry look, looking embarassed.

And this time was the last straw LOML by Taylor Swift.

"Can you please shut that off!!" Every damn thing reminds of him. Sometimes it's just so painful to not think about him, when he's always around me.

In class he sits diagonally to me, whenever I look around my eyes always finds him. When we are in a group he only prefers to sit straight infront of me.

Like i can't avoid him at all!!!

As soon as I got in the car "You look Drop dead gorgeous baby!!" As soon as the smooth velvety voice brushed my ears, i feel like throwing up.

"Thank you, but it sounded quite disgusting coming from you!" I said fastening my seat belt.

He just shook his head "why?" He smirked looking at me.