Love Is Medicine

CHAPTER 27

HANIA

It's been successfully three weeks of me keeping distance between me and Hamza.

Not that I'm totally ignoring him, but avoiding all possibilities of me and him hanging out alone after college hours.

I'm doing this not because i hate him, because....I like him,there is some sort of pull between us.

And it was obvious the way he looks at me,And me telling him the things, I've never shared with anyone makes me anxious.

I can't trust someone easily, like I'm trusting Hamza,I too don't understand why I'm too comfortable with him.

We've exams in next month,so it's easy to avoid him,he too seemed lost,i didn't even ask him that, what's wrong. We have already blurred so many lines between us.

I think he too is trying to maintain distance between us....

Zain and Anvi asked me so many times, that did we fight, but everytime I denied them,by saying we are okay.

But in reality I'm trying to be okay, I don't want to lose his friendship, because of this strange attraction.

I truly enjoy his company....

Thank God,he didn't ask any questions, feels like he sensed why I'm avoiding him.

I also stopped going to the library regularly, i rarely visit it now a days.

I told Sohail uncle that I'm just busy preparing for my exams.

Like after 6 days I'm visiting it again, because i need to finish this topic today, I don't feel like studying in my room.

I got in quickly collected all the books I need and started studying and i felt the intense gaze on me.

I don't need to know who he is, but what he is doing in here?.

I didn't turn to see him, rather I continued to study like I can't feel his presence.

Someone pulled a chair infornt of me,the screeching noise made me look who it is.

And a grinning Rahul is sitting infront of me.

God kill me right now, why I'm having such a bad day....

I can't even just walk away,it just so rude..., And i don't want to give the ideas of break-up rumours to people looking at us.

"Hii Hania",he smiled at me,i felt spiders crawling on my skin, it's not about the smile but it's about how he looks at me.

It's just makes me uncomfortable.

I muttered a hello but didn't return the smile.

"So, you are studying biochem??" He drummed his fingers on the table.

"Yeah" can't he see the book.

"Umm i can help, if you've any doubts"he offered.

"No,thank you I'm just revising it." I just focused on my books.

After a few minutes of silence.

'Heard some rumours going around about us..." He said. where he is going with that.

I didn't react at all, because i don't care about them.

"Well we can go out for a coffee tomorrow..."he announced.

Is he asked me? Or he informed me?.

"No, I'm busy tomorrow..." I answered fidgeting with my pen.

God it just awkward to reject someone,i just can't do that,basically I can't say no to anyone.