Just a fan

I am sorry, I shouldn't

Chapter 5

I am sorry, I shouldn't

We were sitting on the plane and I got immersed in the thoughts again. The Air pods where helping me to relax a little as the slight turbulence made me edgy, if it was with no source of comfort.

Lisa did a mistake while reservation of the tickets and we ended up sitting not together, the girls were in the front row and I was in the middle. I didn't bother at all. I had enough of them in the morning.

It will be a long week for me. I though initially signing.

The view from the window was so nice as the weather was quite windy. The sun was out.

The sudden song change dragged my attention to the phone.

"Slump" by Stray kids

I liked the vibe.

I had some places I wanted to visit in Manila. I was excited to do it with my best people I had in my life.

-Date night?

The message appeared on my screen. Dork, I thought.

-I am out with Mina and Lisa.

-How long?

-A week.

-After that?

-I will think.

-How about a horror with batch brew and cheese popcorn?

-I have u, silly.

-Love u.

I didn't answer the last message. It was my boy best friend. We knew each other from diapers and if he ended up writing me it means he has some shit going on too. Our parents are great friends and to his luck of being a man he ran away to another city and enjoyed it a lot.

We met from time to time he returned back for holidays and he was that only person with whom I could end up being completely drunk on Mars and I still would think it's normal occasion.

We matched really well and our parents even wanted us to marry but we figured out things differently.

I eventually faded away.

U need this, I know...

In a day from now

He broke the kiss to breathe. His eyes opened and he returned to my eyes to search for the answers. I looked like a fool trying to catch up with all the events happened with me.

My heart was pounding from the chest. I felt it, finally, All spectrum of emotions. It was amazing. He was still holding one me.

The novelty filled him inside. I felt it. It was something new, not understandable, maybe even stupid.

His hand moved from my jaw to lips, he brushed his salvia from it. The lip gloss disappeared long time ago.

-What do you want?

He abruptly asked.

I knew it and moved my face closer to his hair , brushing his mess over the ear. He didn't move. He was anticipating for the answer.

I was going to give it to him just the way he desired it. MY fingers moved to his ear as well as my face. He shivered. He liked it, as I discovered.

If we gonna play, it will be by my rules, I thought.