I just nodded and looked at him again. He was very muscular, more than on the pictures and more handsome too. The sharp jawline was especially visible in the dim lights of the bar place.
-You are very beautiful.
He said suddenly looking at the gla...
He ignored me the same way I did, so I had nothing more to do than accept the fate and try to concentrate on other things. The news told they were okay. So, I decided to go with it.
My bedroom was in a red lights and I took my Nintendo switch to play a little. It was some time I haven't played Marion Party. I liked the game, it made me calm and more concentrated. The juice on the floor and pillows around me, made the atmosphere more pleasing.
The songs were coming into my ear and I was just relaxing as a normal person after a long time.
It was a few days before me leaving to Seoul as I finished organising all the documents and tickets, these time I was doing it as Lisa gave up her attempts own the second day and I happily took over.
I wanted to visit Asia in the past a lot as it was just different world for me. I mean it was curious to see everything and finally I was ready for it. I took some work to finish during the last days and I would work remotely in Seoul.
I lost several mini games and got some achievements. I missed my time back then playing LOL and other things. I was a gamer as a teen as I did it with my guys friends.
I sipped on my drink opening an Instagram. The news about the car crash were everywhere. I just lost the count.
The news about some idols visiting them, talking and all the things. The rumours about him dating some idol who visited him in the hospital made me sad. I wasn't believing but it made me somehow uneasy to understand.
I looked down and the gasp went from my breath and I lost myself agin in the thoughts I couldn't put together.
The stargazing was incredible, I placed myself on the floor turning any sources of light, they were big, deep night was coming. I traced my hand over some constellations on the black sky. The feeling came to me back of our stargazing, I smiled. He was so curious about it as a child.
I had to shake the thoughts off. I needed to get back to the planet Earth.
I looked up one more time before falling asleep.
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The sound of a message notification woke me up and I slightly tilted my head to the left tuning to the source of sound.
I took lazily my phone in hands.
"Hi, I am okay. Hyunjin"
I was happy he was alright but the feeling of him being deeply ignored by me felt through the screen.
I sat up, taking a cup of water.
"I am sorry."
I wrote and I think there was nothing more I could add up to the messages. As it was all that mattered.
