I just nodded and looked at him again. He was very muscular, more than on the pictures and more handsome too. The sharp jawline was especially visible in the dim lights of the bar place.
-You are very beautiful.
He said suddenly looking at the gla...
We were tightly sleeping in the bed, it was around morning, super early and I felt the sun rising into my face. The rays on my face and I slowly opened my eyes. He was near me, like an angel sleeping, hiding into the pillow. The light didn't reach him yet but it was coming to him.
We had no strength to move yesterday, so we felt asleep at once. I wasn't the morning person but the strong feeling of not complete darkness disturbed my sleeping. I moved out of bed, going into the bathroom, filling it up.
I need bath with bubbles to think about everything. I had no motivation to analyse any of my thought were coming straight to the head.
I looked at my phone getting into the bath. It was warm and pleasant. The bun was messily done and I looked into for the news.
The messages from my mother were coming and I wanted to ignore but the amount was just filling my notification line. In short she was as always blaming me for the words she told me that day, instead of apologising and I just ignored all of them.
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I threw my head on the back of the bath tub sinking into the smell of rose and salt.
"I was so incomplete inside, mostly running myself into the parts which couldn't cooperate anymore. It was a divisions divided into something incoherent and stupid. The life seemed to work only for a few seconds in the future. No plans. No clearance inside, just big question marks of what I actually wanted in reality. I lost my stupid heart to the boy I will never be with. I accepted the fact.
I was sure about the feeling, just the question of deepness was still out.
He saved me to ruin me even more. I felt like that. I didn't like how it sounded but it was a harsh reality. I had to accept.
We will return back with no hope. Even with each other messaging, how will it last. Impossible combination of non-lo-logical things were happening."
I closed my eyes, enduring the aroma around me, so calming and pleasant.
The room felt so pleasuring, I liked the feeling on my body. All marked by him, the soft touches still engraved into the skin. I crossed arms on my breast touching the neck line and tracing up to the ear. I felt them everywhere.
The sudden cold touch made me slowly open the eyes. Hyunjin stood in front of me, touching my chin. He came up closer to my face, sharing the aroma of vanilla, kissing me softly on the lips.
-Can I join?
He asked, smiling.
I just nodded in agreement. He was naked and fast jumped inside sitting opposite from me, keeping the knees close to himself.
I was still with my head back and closed eyes.
He touched my foot, moving to between his legs. He started massaging it. It was pleasuring. The slow movements on my foot made me feel hot inside.
