I just nodded and looked at him again. He was very muscular, more than on the pictures and more handsome too. The sharp jawline was especially visible in the dim lights of the bar place.
-You are very beautiful.
He said suddenly looking at the gla...
The corridor was dark but it was still visible the doors moving open and close, I was sitting on the floor, back on the wall. Chan was in similar position.
We both were talking about daily staff like 2 old friend who haven't seen each other for ages. He was a comfort person for sure. It's like he will fit anywhere he will go. It impressed me a lot, cause he was a big realist with big heart.
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-What do u do?
He finally asked me after finishing previous discussion.
I lazily looked at the wall scrolling up and down.
-I work with communications. If there is a firm that needs to connect or translate, I am coming into the game. I do many things but mostly linking and transitions are my main duties.
-Is it papers or people?
-Both, but mostly people.
-So, u must be a great communicator, I feel that while talking to u.
He said smiling. I was shy to admit that as it was something I didn't like to talk a lot. I felt as I am putting myself over other people.
I just nodded. He got the message.
-Can I ask something personal?
I was afraid of the answer.
-Sure, go ahead.
He said it so easily as if I asked him to pass me a water bottle.
-Are u happy, Chris?
-It may sound stupid but, yes, I am.
He said covering his face with a hand.
-It's not. Just the life u are living. I am not sure I ever could. It's hard, to control yourself anywhere u go, whatever u do. How do u cope with it?
-I can't say it's easy but I like the thing I do and I have to go with all consequences as it was my decision.
-And what do u do when u feel on edge? Like u can't do it? Or it's too much for u?
I was really curious.
-I am with people I love, or I rest as much as I need it. I concentrate and work on some tasks. Healing comes anyway.
I was impressed as he was able to do it all. I was lacking of a lot of things to fulfil his puzzle to complete the picture.
I just looked in front of me, trying to deal with thoughts running into my head.
-U live alone?
He asked from nowhere as if he really wanted to bring me back to talking.
-Yes, I live long time alone, from university, I like it so.
