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Hyunjin

Chapter 25

Hyunjin

I was trying to hold myself together. They saw the messages, I ignored on my phone. I stood still. I had no answers for them.

-Tell me it's not what I am thinking it is.

Lisa said in trembling voice, coming up to me.

Mina was with big eyes holding the phone.

-I....

Never finished.

I just was sober in seconds, going red and then blue. It was a horror.

-Tell me u haven't fucked the Hyunjin, I am thinking about.

Lisa said coming even closer to me. She was worried and stressed.

I was silent and shut, my eyes went into tears, dropping into the floor I brush, it was a water fall. I couldn't keep it anymore. It was so horrible to keep it in.

-Answer me.

Lisa said closing the gap and taking my chin into her hand. She knew the answer already but she needed an approving message for the realisation she isn't hallucinating about something.

-Yes, I did, I slept with Hyunjin from Stray Kids.

They went silent, Lisa's hand dropped dead and she was wordless. She stepped back, trying to realise the information she received.

Mina was holding her breath and covered mouth.

I fell on the floor, on my knees and the sobs came from my mouth.

Mina ran up to me, taking me into her hands, comforting. Lisa just stood in front of us with her hand in the hair. He mouth was opened.

She eventually came to senses, kneeling in front of me and giving 2 of us a big hug.

-I am sorry.

She said calmly.

-I am so sorry, Luna. I pressed on u so much. I was just so sad to see u go so down and not knowing the reason, we can't help.

-It doesn't matter anymore.

I sobbed in tears.

-It is for us.

Mina patted me on cheek wiping the tears.

-Now, I am going to cook something and u are going to tell al the things u his from us. Starting from u mother and ending with how u ended with Hwang F.... Hyunjin in one bed. How blind I was, not to see....he was looking at u so much then...God...stupid Lisa...I knew something was not on it's places.

-I will tell u.

I said trying to calm myself down.

-I can't hold it anymore. It's so painful.

Mina was crying with me, getting so sentimental she was easy going in for emotions, first time seeing the ice queen crying for the dearest pain crated by a deep heartbreak. This was going to be a really long story.

We ended up seating as Lisa wasn't able to concentrate and here I let out my whole soul out, telling all the nasty detail about my mother, suicide attempt and Hyunjin saving me and we resulting in having sex.

All the time they just hold my hands and silently were crying, discovering I tried to kill myself under their nose and they haven't seen that.

It was a several hours story, like a small novel written by me and my poor heart.