Love or Lust *MAJOR EDITING*

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✱ Matthew

it's now Monday which means back to shitty class. i haven't had sex in awhile and it's driving me crazy. but it's weird I feel like I'm cheating on Desiree.

damn, i can't get this girl out of my mind. there is something about her that I don't find in other girls. I don't exactly know what is is.

but she's playing hard to get. her and Johnson might have a thing. i fucking told him go back off.
he'll see. don't mess with my girl

I hop out of my car and walk into my piece of hell we call school.girls eyes all over me. i ignore their glances and walk up to her locker.

I turn her around and slam her back against the locker. she is slightly frightened but smirks when she sees me.

"babe" I said kissing her neck. she lightly moaned making me smile.
she pushed me off and walked away. shaking those little hips of hers. she walked past Britney who was staring at me.

"why the fuck are you kissing her neck?" Britney said pissed. her hand was placed on her hip and she stuck out her chin.

"you think we were together or something? wrong" I said as I walked past to first period. Desiree was in there, talking up a storm with Gianna.

I sat next to Sammy and Nash. I grabbed the kid behind me notebook from his hand and torn out a piece of paper. I crumbled it up into a ball. I looked at Sammy and Nash as they had confused looks. I threw the paper and it hit her square in the back of the head. i turned around and looked at Sammy and Nash as they looked over and saw her walk over. she bent down and whispered in my ear.

"you ain't getting anything if you keep throwing shit at me" she said seductively throwing the paper on my lap. she walked back over to Gianna and sat down her eyes on me. she chewed on her pen cap as she stared at me, almost as if she's thinking dirty thoughts about me.

"throw it again" Nash said. I look over and shake me head.

"no man, not ruining my chances of getting laid." Sammy and Nash looked at each other and high fives probably taking my idea of throwing paper at girls.

dumbasses

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"yo Carter, party at my house Thursday. invite people but not people I hate dude. DON'T INVITE BRITNEY." I said to him and he nodded running off to tell the rest of my group. I went to find her and tell you.

she was in the courtyard sitting down writing on a piece of paper. her brows furrowed and her slightly stuck of her lips as she was thinking. her long brown hair blowing in the wind ever so lightly.

"Desiree!" I shouted and waved she rolled her eyes. she closed her notebook as I sat down. I was curious to see what she was writing down. she looked at me somewhat annoyed.

"what Espinosa?" she said rolling my name off her tongue like its poison. her eyes dart into mine and suddenly I got nervous. she's makes me feel weak. but she's powerful and that's a turn on.

"um I'm having a party thursday, be there" I said with a burst of confidence which was slowly taken away by her glare.

"what happens if I don't come?" she said her eyebrows up. her postured straightened as she also had a sudden burst of confidence. I smirked and slowly leaned towards her ear. I breathed the words,

"bad girls get punished" I got up from the table and walked away.

SHITTY CHAPTER I KNOW BUT I HAVE BEEN BUSY I WILL GET BETTER CHAPTERS SOON I PROMISE