Love or Lust *MAJOR EDITING*

1.9

✧ Desiree

( listen to the fix by Jeremih , it helps)
i held the phone in my hand. words couldn't even form in my mouth. all i could do was repeat the phrase "matt cheated on me with britney".

suddenly hands wrapped my waist, and I jumped. I turned around and found Ryder. I just laid my head on his chest and tears started flooding my eyes. he pulled away from the hug and looked into my eyes and down to my lips. I just stood on my tippy toes and kissed his lips. his strong hand pushed my head towards his lips and his arms wrapped around my waist tighter. god I need him.

i placed my hand on his hand and slowly went down to his belt. I undid it and pulled it off. i dragged the belt and walked into a room. he followed eyes eager. my finger went up signaling him to hold on. the door shut and i stripped down to my bra and panties. I opened the door and he looked down and licked his lips. his lips smashed to mine and the door closed as he kicked it shut. my hands found his shirt and I pulled it off his head and licked down his abs. i threw him down on bed and crawled on top of him. my tongue swirled all over him until i reached his jean waistband. my eager hands pulled them off.

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✱ Matthew

I looked over at the table and my phone is gone. groans escaped my mouth as i looked around for Nash. of course he was flirting with Cheslie. I pushed through the crowd until Britney stepped in front of me.

"Matt baby hey"

"get the fuck off me"

"babe what did I do?"

"you know what you did" I pushed her out of the way but she grabbed hold on my arm.

"I didn't do anything, you don't deserve a hoe like her" I pushed her down and off me.

"she was the love of my life and you ruined it you whore. plus she sucks way better than you" i stood up and walked over to Nash, getting a few nasty stares and laughs.

"Nash give me your phone" he could tell I was mad and didn't want to mess. he reached into his pocket and pulled out his phone. i grabbed it and walked back inside the house. I dialed my number and listened for the ring. I heard my ringtone and followed the tone to a closed door. I quietly pushed it open. two people were having sex and my phone was sitting right on the table next to them. i laughed but then I realized those moans, Desiree.  I frowned and I swear my heart broken into hundreds more pieces. I walked over and grabbed my phone and walked out. not even being noticed by the girl who I ruined my chances with.

I think this is the second to last chapter. sorry it's sucks I don't have time to right and then you guys can choose if you want to have an epilogue or not