Never Alone

~14~

Karls Pov-

I woke up and got ready for the day. I went to the kitchen and started making breakfast. Sapnap walked in with a smile. He walked over to me and kissed me. I finished cooking, and Sap went to wake up Jared. Someone knocked on the door hard and quickly. Sap and I walked over to the door, and Shane was there.

" Jared's going to kill himself." He said quickly.

" What?" I asked, full of concern.

" He sent me a message. He's going to kill himself." He said. Sapnap and I ran to his room, and it was locked. Sapnap busted down the door, and no one was in the bedroom. We ran to his bathroom, and he knocked down that door as well. Jared sat there with a bottle of pills, and his wrist cut open. I turned to Shane and grabbed him.

" Go to the living room," I said sternly. He shook his head.

" Shane please," I begged.

" I'm not fucking leaving him!" He yelled.

" Okay then go to the hallway. I don't want you to see it." I said softly. He nodded and went to the hallway and fell to the ground. Dream came rushing in and George sat with Shane. I crouched beside Jared and Sap had towels held tightly on his wrist.

" Dream call the ambulance," Sapnap said. Dream grabbed his phone and started calling.

" Jared I need you to stay awake," Sap said gently.

" I-I-I'm s-s-sorry." He said through sobs.

" It's okay sweetie. It's going to be okay." I said softly.

" I don't feel good." He said quietly.

" I know honey but you have to stay awake for me okay." His eyes started to drop and I lightly tapped his face to keep him awake.

" Jared stay with me, buddy," Sap said grabbing more towels. The blood kept seeping through the towels. I heard people talking and people came rushing in. Jared passed out and they placed him on a stretcher. They carried him out and I ran behind them.

" Only one person can come along." They said.

" I'll ride with him. You guys meet me at the hospital," I said. They nodded and I got in. I held Jared's hand and cried quietly. They moved around placing an IV and an oxygen mask on him. When we got to the hospital I was stuck in the waiting room. Sapnap, Shane, George, and Dream all came rushing in. Sap hugged me tightly as I sobbed in his chest. He guided me over to a chair and sat down pulling me onto his lap.

" It's okay love. It's going to be okay." He reassured me.

" I-I-I t-though h-h-he w-was g-getting b-better." I stuttered. He held me tighter and kissed my head.

" I know love." He said gently. A doctor walked out and walked over to us. I stood up and so did Sapnap.

" Jared is okay. We stitched up his arms and we had to pump his stomach. He's asleep right now but you guys are more than welcome to go to his room." The doctor said with a smile. I nodded and we followed. The doctor showed us Jared's room and we walked in. I sat beside him so did Shane. Sapnap, Dream, and George sat back. I rubbed Shane's back and he fell into my arms sobbing.

" It's okay buddy," I said softly. He pulled himself together and sat up.

" I'm going to get us some food." Dream said. Everyone nodded but me. I wasn't hungry.

" Can I go with you?" Shane asked. Dream nodded and they walked out. Jared started stirring and his eyes fluttered open. I grabbed his hand and he looked at me.