Never Alone

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Karl's Pov-

I had woken up early this morning and was making breakfast. I looked at the food as it was cooking. I began to flip the eggs and bacon. As they got done, I placed them on two different plates. I looked at them for a moment thinking back to when I was in high school. I had a severe eating disorder that landed me in the hospital. Sapnap never knew about it. It's not that I'm hiding it but I just got better and didn't think it was important.

" Good morning love," Sap said coming up behind me and hugging me. I got knocked out of my thoughts and smiled.

" Good morning sweetheart. I made breakfast." I said. He nodded and started kissing my neck. I giggled at this and tried to move away. I wasn't uncomfortable it just really tickled me. Sapnap kept a strong grip on me and just left his head in the crook of my neck with his arms wrapped around me. I held his hands and leaned back.

" Let's eat I'm starving." He said pulling away. I nodded. He turned me around and kissed me on the lips. We sat down at the table and began to eat.

" I'm going to be filming today I'm not sure how long. If you want, you can hang out with me." He said leaning back in his chair.

"Yeah, I'll think about it," I said. Sapnap and I make YouTube videos for a living. It was fun but sometimes the comments aren't nice. It's just part of the job, I guess. We finished our food and took the plates to the kitchen.

" I'll clean the dishes for you love." He said kissing my cheek. I nodded. We had it set that whoever cooked which was mostly me didn't have to do the dishes. I was hugging Sap from behind because I'm very clingy, but he never seemed to mind. He tells me he loves it. He finished the dishes and dried his hands. He turned and picked me up. Sapnap placed me on the counter and placed a kiss on my lips. He continued to kiss me, and the kiss got more heated. I wanted to continue but my phone began ringing. He groaned and let me go. I giggled and picked up my phone. It was my sister.

" Hello," I answered. I put it on speakerphone because normally Sap likes to talk to her.

" Hey, Karl, what are you doing right now?" She asked. She sounded really upset.

" I'm sitting here with Sap. Why what's up?" I asked concerned.

" Mom and Dad got into a car wreck. They. T-they d-didn't m-make it." She said. She began to cry. I felt my heart drop.

" W-what?" I didn't know if I heard correctly or not. Sap held my hips and rubbed circles on them.

" Can you and Sapnap come over please?" She asked. I couldn't talk. I was frozen.

"Yeah, we will be there in a little while," Sap spoke for me. He hung up and went to hug me. I pulled away and sat there.

" Love?" Sap asked gently. I couldn't speak. My parents are gone. What about my brother? He's only 16 what is he going to do?

" Honey, we need to go," He said softly. I got off the counter and walked out to the car. I didn't say anything. There was nothing to say. I was in so much shock I couldn't even cry. We started driving to my sister's house. It was 30 minutes away. Sap placed his hand on my thigh, but I pulled away. We drove in silence. I just felt numb. We pulled up to my sister's house and got out. Nick knocked on the door and my sister opened the door. She has makeup running down her face. She pulled me into a tight hug. I hugged back and she sobbed on my shoulder. I still felt nothing. We walked inside and I sat on the couch.

" I think he's in shock. He hasn't said anything since he found out." I heard Sapnap tell my sister. She walked into the living room and sat across from me.

" We need to talk about what to do now. I was thinking about cremating them but if you would like them to be buried, we can do that. All the stuff is split up between us so whatever you want, let me know. I will be taking care of Jared if that's okay." I nodded.