Never Alone

~5~

Karl's Pov-

My phone rang and I looked to see it was Jared. I answered it quickly.

" Hello." I heard sobs from the other side.

" I can't take this anymore. I'm sorry Karl." He said brokenly. I felt my heart drop.

" Where are you, sweetie?" I asked quickly signaling to Sapnap we had to go. He grabbed his keys and I put my shoes on. I noticed calling him sweetie calmed him down.

" I-I-I d-don't k-know." He said through his sobs.

" Okay, that's okay sweetie. Can you send me your location?" I asked softly. I heard a small yeah and then a notification popped up on my phone.

" Okay, sweetie stay on the phone with me. Spot misses you. You haven't shown him all his toys yet. Also, I haven't seen all the stuff you got." I said trying to get him distracted. He gave a small yeah.

" Do you want me and Sapnap to help you set up your room?" I asked. Once again got a small yeah. We pulled up to where he was. He was sitting on the side of a bridge and I felt my heart stop. I got out and so did Sap.

" I'll get him down. You stay back so you don't scare him." He said gently. I nodded and watched Sap slowly approach him. He grabbed him around his waist and pulled him off the bridge. I rushed over to them and grabbed Jared up in my arms. I held him tightly. He began to fall to the ground but I held him up.

" Let's get you home sweetie," I said gently. He nodded and slowly walked to the car. He got into the back seat and I got in with him. I held him tightly. He cried the entire way home. When we pulled into the driveway we got out and slowly walked into the house. Spot ran over and jumped up and down. Jared smiled and picked him up. We walked over to the couch and sat down. Jared sat in the middle of the couch and me and Sapnap on each side of him.

" I'm sorry," Jared said quietly looking at Spot.

" It's okay. I'm very happy you called me. I love you so much and I can't lose you. You're my only brother. I'll do everything I can to help you. You just really got to let me in. Can you do that for me?" I asked softly running my hand through his hair.

" I don't know." He said messing with his sleeves.

" Listen I think you need to talk to someone about this. Let me get you an appointment with a therapist please." I said softly. He shook his head and stood up.

" I'm telling you I don't need help! I'm fine! Just stop acting like you care so much! Why did you even get me? Why won't you just let me go? You should have just let me kill my fucking self! I'm sick of living like this!" He yelled. I stood up and walked over to him. He was pacing back and forth. He gripped his hair and started pulling it. I gently grabbed his arms and pulled them down. He pulled away and collapsed onto the floor. I grabbed him tightly as he let out a loud cry.

" I'm sorry. I'm sorry. I didn't mean it. I don't want to be like this." He said through sobs. I gently rocked us back a fourth. He looked up at me and I wiped some tears away.

" Please help me. I don't want to be like this anymore. Please help me please." He begged. I nodded and pulled him back into a hug.

" I'll help you, sweetie. Just tell me what you need. It will be okay. I'm here. I'm not leaving." I said gently. We sat there for a while. Spot jumped into his lap.

" Want to show Spot his new toys?" Sapnap asked. Jared nodded and grabbed the bags. Everything was still in the living room. Spot jumped around and grabbed his new toy. He went back and forth with all of his new toys. Jared giggled and watched. I sighed and rubbed his back.