Forcing myself to be in pain just because I deserve it. Don't tell anyone. They'll try to convince you you're worthy of love and no pain. I hate when people tell me that 'cause they CLEARLY haven't been through anything nearly as bad as the stuff I have. I deserve all the pain in the world.
I regret a lot of things, but not this. I'm proud of this, but quietly. I'm finally disciplining myself. Putting myself in my place.
This is why I can't have nice things.
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Secrets ||Signed, Me||
RandomA place for me to document me processing my thoughts and feelings as they come out. Apologies 😔 TRIGGER WARNING -mention(s) of self harm, suicide (brief),disorderly eating, trauma, etc.
