weird.
this is a really weird feeling and I can't think of how to name it or explain so i won't waste my time. instead i'll just write down all the other weird feelings i've named so far.
The Weirdness
feeling like i'm no longer in my body, not really reacting to any external stimuli
Oliver
feeling like it's physically impossible to eat, my jaw starts hurting, brain feels a bit fuzzy
Broc
feeling down without feeling hopeless but not really being hopeful about anything, doing things without processing them, the little sympathy i had is gone
Freddy
depressed boredom in that the things that normally distract me don't work, overall numbness, senses are fuzzy and a little dulled
i don't really consider these feelings separate form me but it doesn't really feel like part of me either. i haven't felt The Weirdness in a month or so and i kinda miss it. idk why i started writing this so im just gonna stop now
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Secrets ||Signed, Me||
De TodoA place for me to document me processing my thoughts and feelings as they come out. Apologies 😔 TRIGGER WARNING -mention(s) of self harm, suicide (brief),disorderly eating, trauma, etc.
