A Second Chance at Forever

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Ms. Vulpe had once said that she always felt like she was just a substitute for him.

Did Lisa think that he’d been falling in love with another woman all this time?
Jungkook opened his mouth and told her, “Lisa, it’s always been you, never anyone else.” Three years have passed, and his explanation came too late – Lisa just didn’t believe it.

Her calm and emotionless gaze made Jungkook’s heart ache.

Hugging her arm, he unconsciously tightened his grip.

It was as if he didn’t hold her tight enough, she might leave at any moment.

He had already experienced losing her once and couldn’t bear to be apart again.

He hugged her with all his strength, “Lisa, I’m sorry. Can I have another chance?”
He didn’t even know how to explain the misunderstandings over the years, let alone express the endless longing.

All he could do was lower his head, begging for a chance to cherish her again.

Lisa’s eyes trembled slightly, but her face remained calm: I’m not Lisa
Jungkook’s body suddenly stiffened, and then he raised his hand to gently hold her chin, turning his head to kiss her.

Lisa was so angry at this sudden move that she trembled all over trying to push him away but held firmly.

He only intended to have a brief kiss, but once he touched her lips, Jungkook couldn’t help himself
He missed her so much that even with her right there, he couldn’t feel her presence
All he could do was hold her face tightly and kissed her intensely, regardless of anything else
Kissing her until her cheeks turned red, he still couldn’t bear to let go but wouldn’t let her leave.

He didn’t even wait for Lisa to speak, he explained while caressing her soft red lips with his finger, “You see, you always have the same reaction when kiss you. Why won’t you admit it?”
Lisa’s face turned red with anger, her body trembling: “You’re insane!!”
“Yeah, I’m insane!”
Jungkook suddenly lost control, his eyes filled with rage, I’m crazy! Missing you keeps me up at night; I’m crazy loving you so deeply that I can’t save myself.

From the moment I fell in love with you. I’ve been crazy!”
How absurd! He was cold to her when they were together, but now he kept saying he loved her?
Lisa struggled desperately grabbing the arms holding her tightly.

Her nails dug into his skin, blood dripping, but he still wouldn’t let go. He really was insane!
“Jungkook!”
She yelled furiously, shaking off Emilia’s disguise and looking at him coldly as Lisa.

Hearing her call his name, Jungkook’s eyes turned red. “You finally admit it.

Lisa sneered. ‘So what if
Jungkook was taken aback, looking at her with reddened eyes.

Her expression was cold and emotionless, full of disdain
Seeing such an indifferent Lisa, he suddenly didn’t know what to do.

As he tried to say something, Lisa turned her head – the cold lake-like eyes reflecting his pale face.

“Do you really love me, as you just said?”
Jungkook felt that she was still willing to communicate with him, so he quickly nodded in agreement “Ten years ago, at the University of A…”
He wanted to tell her that he had liked her a long time ago, but she interrupted him coldly: “Then let me ask you, if you loved me so much, why didn’t you
want when asked you to back then? I begged you to wait until the contract ended before we broke up, but what did you do?”

Chapter 250

Jungkook’s heart ached, and his eyes grew moist
It was the st upidest decision he had ever made, and he regretted it many times after they parted.

Suppressing the pain in his heart, he explained to her, “I once promised my older brother that I would marry Sophie”
Lisa’s eyes remained calm and indifferent. “So you just gave up on me.”
Jungkook opered his mouth, wanting to argue, but couldn’t find the words.

Because when their contract ended, he did think about giving her
up.

She didn’t even love him, so why force her to stay?
Besides, due to his brother’s dying wish, he couldn’t give her a proper status.

Plus, he worried that she’d get hurt if she continued to stay with him…
Under such crcumstances, he decided to give her up
Now looking back, it didn’t matter what the reason was in her eyes, he had given up on her without hesitation, and he couldn’t argue against that.

His silence caused Lisa to sneer.

“Jungkook, you never loved me. It’s just your possessive nature.”
Jungkook shook his head and said, “I know the difference between love and possessiveness, Lisa. You can’t deny me like that.”
Lisa lowered her head, staring at the arm holding her tightly, her mind drifting for a moment,
After a while, she said calmly. “If you loved me, you wouldnt be so cold towards me. You treated me like Sophie’s substitute, or even just a tool to help you deal with your sex desire.”
She turned her head and looked at him coldly. “You told Liana that to you, I was nothing more than a tool. You also said not to delude myself into think you’d ever love me. Tell me, how can I believe you really love me?”
Jungkook wanted to explain, but Lisa didn’t let him speak. Also..
She took a deep breath, and her calm eyes suddenly showed a hint of grievance. “You didn’t hesitate to hit me for the sake of your sister and your fiancée. At that moment, you didn’t even look back. If only you would have turned around, I wouldn’t have felt so…”
But you didn’t even gave my
As she spoke, the grievance slowly faded, replaced by a sense of relief.

Before I died, I wanted to see you one last time. But your number. At that moment, I thought to myself that I never wanted to see you again in this lifetime.”
After finishing her words, she smiled at Jungkook. ‘Mr. Laurence, I’ve let go of the past, so should you Let’s just end this here.” Her words made Jungkook feel incredibly stifled and pained
When she didnt admit to being Lisa, he still had hope for reconciliation.

But now, as she calmly said these words, he suddenly felt that the woman in his arms might leave him forever.

He couldn’t hold back the tears any longer, and they slid uncontrollably down his cheeks, landing coldly on her neck.

Lisa blinked in surprise, looking back at him, but he held her head firmly. As a man, he was too proud to let her see his vulnerability.

After an unknown amount of time had passed in silence Jungkook still refused to give up, pleading with her. I can explain everything.” Lisa shook her head gently. It doesn’t matter anymore.

I don’t mind because I never loved you either.”
Jungkook suddenly smiled. “Yeah, you never loved me.

He let go of Lisa in despair, sta gge ring a step backward, his eyes red but still fixed on her. “Not even a little bit?”
Lisa’s eyelashes trembled, but she still shook her head calmly.

The smile at the corner of Jungkook’s mouth deepened. Then what do these mean?”
He took out the letters he always carried with him and showed them to Lisa, repeatedly asking her with swollen eyes, “What do these mean, really?”