How It All Fell Into Place.. (Zerrie story)

Bi-Polar Moods.

I was just relaxing at home when my phone buzzed. I slowly sat up on the couch and reached over to grab my phone. It took me a while, being the lazy person I am. Anyway, I finally got my phone and it was a message from John, unfortunately.

'Good job Perrie, you just got Little Mix at least 1,000,000 more fans!' he said, with a two pictures. One of Little Mix's twitter account, and the other was a picture of me and Zayn kissing. I quite like that picture. I put my phone back on the coffee table and sat back just as the front door flew open.

"Perrie! You home?" I heard Jade's voice run through the hallway.

"Yes Jade! I'm in the lounge!" I shouted back in reply. I heard her footsteps rush down the hallway and into the lounge room.

"Hey Jade. What's up?" I asked. Jade just gave me a look that said 'I'd watch out if I were you'.

"Um, Jade?" I tried again.

She finally responded and said "You better watch out for Jesy and Leigh. They are so pissed off that you didn't tell them and that they had to find out like everybody else!" I looked at her in disbelief and confusion.

"Surely they're not that pissed off right?" I asked. She didn't have to answer as the front door flew open again. I think I knew who it was. There were two pairs of feet walking towards the lounge room.

Shock horror! It was Jesy and Leigh-Anne!

"Perrie!" Leigh started, sounded super pissed off.

"Yes?" I asked her as innocently as I could.

"Don't play innocent with us Perrie! Why didn't you tell us?" Jesy said, with a look of sadness and exclusion on her face. I looked at Leigh and she had the same expressions. I sighed.

"John didn't want anyone to know, Jade found out by accident. We only got together like, last week." I explained, then sighed again. I put my head in my hands as I thought about all the comments on twitter. The tears sprung to my eyes, but I tried to fight them back. I couldn't let the girls see me cry. I never cried. Never. But this was too much. The first tear ran down my cheek, Leigh-Anne was the first to notice.

"Perrie? What's wrong?" she asked, clearly now worried more than sad. That set me off. Now I was sobbing into Leigh's shoulder, uncontrollably.

"Do you want me to call Zayn?" Jade asked me. I simply nodded. Being around him made me feel so much better. Jade went off to make the call to Zayn while I tried to calm down. I felt the couch sink on my other side and saw that Jesy had sat down as well, both of them trying to make me feel better.

Once I calmed down, Jade came back saying that Zayn will be here in a few minutes. I thanked her and rested my head on Jesy's shoulder. Leigh-Anne went to get me some water. God, I love these girls. Leigh came back with my glass of water and I took a sip.

"Thank you guys." I said quietly.

"It's alright Pez. Now, what's wrong?" Jesy asked. I sighed. But as I opened my mouth to reply the doorbell went off.

"That'd be Zayn." Jade said as she went to open it for him. Jesy, Leigh and I sat in silence before Zayn came in. Jesy moved out of the way so Zayn could sit down, which he did. He wrapped his arms around he and I leaned into his chest. We sat like the for a while before I pulled away and wiped my tears away. 

"Perrie?" Zayn asked softly, "What happened?" I looked at all of them, just standing there.

"The hate." I said simply. I looked down at my hands and fiddled with my fingers. I started thinking about the hate messages again and the tears came back.

"Perrie, you shouldn't let the hate get to you." Zayn said pulling me in again.

"I-I cant help it! There's so much!" I sobbed. Leigh, who was still sitting next to me, put her hand on my shoulder.

"Perrie, you know you can tell us about this kind of stuff." she said. I nodded and pulled away from Zayn to hug her. I'm so glad that I have these girls and Zayn around me to help. Just like I'll always be there for them.

I let go of Leigh-Anne and leant back on the couch. God, I feel so.. so.. ashamed right now. Crying in front of people wasn't my thing. Well, crying in general wasn't my thing. I just started to giggle at how stupid I am. Jade and Jesy looked at each other with weird faces and Leigh looked at Zayn, same facial expressions as Jesy and Jade.

 "Perrie, are you sure you're OK?" Zayn asked me, worried. I think everyone was at this stage. I just nodded and giggled again. God, why am I so stupid? Crying one minute, giggling the next? Something's wrong with me, I'm positive.

"She doesn't look OK." I heard Jesy whisper to Jade, clearly not low enough, so everyone heard.

"Yeah, I'm not OK." I said, this time, full on laughing. I heard Zayn sigh. I know I'm hard to deal with right now, but I cant help it. Once I finish crying I go hypo. Must've gotten it from my best friend at home. She always used to cry, then get hypo afterwards. I kissed Zayn's cheek and went to my room upstairs, completely leaving the others in the lounge room.

I just needed to sort myself out.