୨ chapter seven ୧

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"Ok Elena, breathe" Lorenzo's voice always calms me down

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"Ok Elena, breathe" Lorenzo's voice always calms me down. He's the one I call when I'm having panic attacks. "Remember what you were told? Try to be aware of your body and your surroundings, focus on that."

I do as he tells me and do the 5 things rule. After 5/6 minutes I can finally calm myself down.

"You still there?" he asks "I'm not leaving Lena, take your time."

"I'm okay Enzo, I just never know what to do" I say "Sorry for calling you this late, I didn't mean to bother"

"Are you stupid? You're my sister and best friend, I'm glad you called. I wouldn't want you to go through this by yourself."

"You always know what to say to make me feel better, I love and miss you so much"

"I love you too, now are you going tell me what happened?" And so I do.

Enzo is the only one who knows what happened 2 years ago. I tried to tell people but I just couldn't after what happened the first time I did. He's my safe place. I love all my brothers the same but Enzo is always going to hold a special place in my heart no one else can take.

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It's 11am when I wake up. The apartment is quiet and the sun is shining outside.

I leave my room to get something to eat and decide to check if anyone's home.

"Is anyone home?" no response. "Hello?"

I'm so glad I'm home alone. I don't feel like socializing today. Even though the house is empty and I have it for myself, I decide to take a shower, put a nice outfit on and leave the house.

I still don't know New York properly and I really want to. After all, it's been my dream city since I can remember. It's why I chose to come study here.

After 2 hours of sightseeing I get a text.

mamá💌

mamá💌
Hola mi amor, como estás?

me
Hola mamá, estoy bien!
New York is a dream.
How are you?

mamá💌
I'm okay, just missing you mi amor!
Look, I have some bad news...

They're not coming this weekend, tell me that's it please.

me
qué pasó?
Is everything okay?

mamá💌
Don't worry mija, everything is fine!
The problem is, me and your dad can't go visit you this weekend...
Your dad's company had a bit of a situation and he has to stay for work.
Will you be okay?

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