Ailurophile -' Tamaki Amajiki X Reader

Chapter 17 | Homework

After I came home, I was still drenched from the rain because it was a long walk, and then it didn't matter if it's a drizzle or a storm. I was thinking about so many things and how I basically invited Amajiki to help him.

I didn't know what was going through my head, but the younger me would never be able to do that. Well, at least the demands from Hado and Togata to make us do something together this weekend is happening. It's just something else than what they had in mind.

I was thinking about Hado's priceless face when I told her I just scolded Amajiki through math this weekend instead of having fun at some kind of date. That's what they wanted, right? To have us on a date? Or I was wrong.

I plopped down on my bed after dinner and didn't tell my parents anything yet because I didn't really have an idea. I looked at my phone and started stiffening. Fuck, I'm gonna have to text him right? I mentally started screaming, not knowing what to do.

Should I invite him to my house? Or do I have to come to his? Well, I basically offered it, so it should be me. Tomorrow or Sunday? Do I need snacks? At what time?

I literally just felt like crying and jumping out of the window, so socially awkward, but still being able to invite him over and then too scared to go on with it. I took a deep breath and sighed loudly.

I took my phone and started looking for Amajiki's number. Tamaki Amajiki, so it said under the number. I clicked on it and started mumbling in my head of what I should say.

**From (y/n)
> hi, it's (y/n). Do you wanna come over tomorrow for the deal?

I sent it and then feared if what I said was rude or too bold. Should I call it a deal? Or just to study? I felt like absolute shit and wanted to delete the message and write 10 new ones because I didn't know what's right.

The notification that he saw it popped up, and I started crying inside and stomping my feet back and forth. Please dont think shitty of me due to this stupid message...

He typed not long after he saw it. It felt like hours of typing and waiting for the response.

**From Tamaki
< yeah, sure, what time?

I sighed so damned loud im sure my parents could hear. A small smile forming on my lips.

**From (y/n)
> Around 12 at my place?

He just sent a simple 'sure' after, and I was so glad i didn't fuck it up. And through the messages, you can't even know what a person means. They could be super angry and still say something happy and you wouldn't even know. The only thing I liked about messages is less scared of saying something and not having to stand in front of them.

It was still terrible, though. Any human communication is shit. Another sigh left my mind before I started relaxing a bit and doing whatever I liked because homework was going to be for tomorrow.

It took a few hours before I fell asleep, happy not to have to wake up early for 2 days and have time to relax. As far as I could with a guy at my house...

•---□●□---•

I have been anxious all morning, scared about how my parents would react, and if Amajiki will run out of the house, scared and never to come back. Of course, it's a big stretch, but if he'll do that I could never talk to him again.

I've been filling my head with all this nonsense and reasons for Amajiki to not want to talk to me after. I guess you could say I was scared to lose a friend over something this stupid. I just had to say over and over again that it wasn't gonna happen.

I cleaned my room a bit as it was kind of a mess. I made sure to already lay some school books on the table, pens, and some papers. I started thinking everything through again, and if I missed something.