The Wish

Chapter Thirty Eight

38 There's Go To Better Than This.

(Jimmy POV)

I don't know if I heard correctly that P'Sea likes me. So I asked him again and when he said he wanted me, I slapped myself.

Maybe it's because I'm just not enough sleep or it's not just hunger that's why I'm hearing it.

Ah, maybe he wants me just as a friend.

That's right, he wants me as a friend, that's all.

He wanted to say something but I ran. I don't want to know that my suspicion that he wants me to be his boyfriend is wrong.

I end up at a convenience store drinking beer, and Apo joins me.

"P'Sea said he likes me," Apo looked at me before drinking another beer.

"You don't even react," so I tell him to forget it.

"Apo, how is married life?" he just punched me in the arm.

He doesn't want to talk about his married life because he still can't believe that he has a husband.

He still stayed in the dorm, he didn't want to be with Mile, so their marriage was invalid. After all, he didn't remember anything because he was drunk when they got married, even though there was a video.

Mile didn't do anything so he just followed Apo's wishes.

"Are you done? I want to go home," he was about to stand up when I saw one of my older brother's ex-girlfriends and P'Sea was still with her.

I forgot that my older brother was in the dorm. I immediately pulled Apo, I thought he wouldn't see us, but she suddenly called my name.

I told Apo that he messaged my older brother and he did it quickly.

All the people I see are the people I avoid.

They went in our direction together and what surprised me was that they were cousins.

After all, my older brother's ex-girlfriend is P'Sea's cousin.

"How are you?" she asked me, my only answer was that I was okay and I immediately said goodbye to them.

I don't know what excuse I'll tell her so that they don't come with us, but I'm blank and I don't realize they're with us in the dorm.

She seems unsuspecting until she spies a picture of us together. She asks why they keep a picture of a dead person, forcing me to turn on the waterworks and wail for "dead" my older brother.

She seems to think that my older brother was killed by lightning. She calls it punishment for cheating for her, adding that my older brother got off easy because she would have put him into a coma if he'd caught her.

Neo walks in and obliviously calls out to my older brother. I think fast and tell Neo that he forgot again that my older brother died, snapping at him for forgetting his meds and bundling him off to his room.

"Jimmy, what are you talking about? I'm sick. I just talked to P'Fluke and he's dead. We're even going to play basketball," I explained to him and I also saw my older brother hiding in my cabin.

"P'Fluke, why did I make you an older brother? With all the things you play with, you're my senior's cousin," I wanted to throw him out the window.

"I'm not doing anything bad," I hit the pillow on his face.

"P'Fluke don't go out until he's there." He would have said something more when I gave him the plastic with his favorite food.

When I came out, he and P'Sea were there. I don't want to look at P'Sea directly because I'm ashamed of him.

"Nong'Jimmy can we talk?" I nodded and we went to the balcony.

"P'Sea the moon is beautiful today," pointing to the dark clouds.

"Nong'Jimmy," he would have said something more when I said that if he had nothing to do tomorrow.

"Nothing," he answered me. Then I said that I asked him to go on a date. Which made him happy.

The next day, I called P'Sea and offered to buy him a meal and I told my friend that P'Sea was coming.

I explain that this is a blind date, and when P'Sea tries to leave, I appeal to him to stay so I can audition for the drama.

I left them because I didn't want to disturb their date.

A few days later, P'Sea came back from another date with my friend, looking furious. I go to his car, and P'Sea says that I asked P'Sea to date her. P'Sea asks what I want him to do, and I say. "Nong'Jimmy, are you numb? Why are you pushing me to a person I don't like? You are the one I like. Did I look like I was joking with you when I said I liked you? You can tell me that you don't like me as a friend You only think of me. Is it that difficult and you are pushing me to date your fake friend," then he got into his car.

I don't know how I got home from our dorm feeling guilty for what I did. I forgot that my older brother is still in the dorm.

"Nong'Jimmy," I just looked at him and went to my room. I don't have the strength to talk to him, especially my friend who called me.

He said it's audition time and don't forget that we talked about P'Sea going on a date with her.

Why did I just now realize that I also like P'Sea so I told him that I would not continue and that P'Sea would not date him anymore?

I run out of the building as fast as I can, and he catches up to P'Sea as he's getting out of his apartment. he's not interested in talking to me, but I stop him and say that I'll try to look at him as a man from now on.

I ask him to date me, date as a couple, and for a long moment, P'Sea just stares. I assume he's turning me down and wilting. But then he breaks into a huge smile and throws his arms around my neck, thrilled when he kisses me.