Saranghae
Chapter 44
SavedI leant against the door, my mind collecting my thoughts. Leave JinHai? Leave everything in there? I don't know if I could. I sighed and pushed myself off the door.
I still have to leave them no matter what, I know my father won't let me go back no matter what. But joining Cube is the real question. Do I want to start all over again?
I pulled my hand through my hair. He's right. I can't stay in JinHai. I know that much. I watched people leave SM over the years, I watched their health deteriorate, but I still joined.
They don't care about us, only the money. I know its true and it hurts. As I was walking out the door, my father stopped me. "Jessie!" He called and I looked over in surprise.
He rushed over. "Let me take you to the hospital, I want to see the results so I can make the statement later on. " he said and I sighed.
"You're really going to make me leave JinHai?" I asked as he held the door open for me. He made sure I didn't fall as the pain spiraled in my leg. He held onto my arm carefully.
"You can barely walk and you're questioning me why I'm doing this? That company is ruthless." He said and I kept my eyes down.
"Why do you even care?" I asked quietly.
He sighed, "Although you don't count me as one anymore, I'm still your father. " he said and he opened the car door for me. He took the keys from my hand.
"But you hate me." I said and he stopped in his tracks.
"I don't hate you. " he said quietly. He turned. I didn't look up. He sighed. "I'm sorry for what I said to you before. " he said and I nodded. "You're happy there, but I won't allow your health to go like this. I'm sorry. " he said and I nodded.
"I should leave, I should. There's nothing for me there in SM." I said as tears fell from my eyes. Sehun, Sang, everything.
He awkwardly placed his hand on my shoulder. "Its okay." He said and made sure I was fully in the car before closing the door. He walked over to the other side.
When he got in we drove in silence for a while. "Tell me what happened. " he said as I wiped my eyes.
"Its nothing. "I said.
"Its not nothing. Tell me what that company does." He said and I brought my eyes to my hands.
"Its not all the company, I mean the non Korean members have to suffer a lot but-" he cut me off there.
"Start there. " he said and I did. I explained everything from the decrease in pay to the lack of recognition we get. Then the overworking of our bodies and the lack of sleep we get. "Alright, now what else is there?" He asked. I sniffled.
I had to tell him that Sehun and I broke up, he didn't react but just listened to my story, as I went further to explaining everything that happened with Sang.
"She calls me names." I said softly. I wiped my eyes. "Really bad things, she calls the others names on their races, but she has it out for me. " I said quietly. "She, uh, called me a slut. " I said and leant my head back as tears rolled. "She calls me white girl all the time, like I dont even have a name." I held my hands to my face.
I pulled them away. "She kissed Sehun the day of the preformance. " it hurt saying it. He let her do it. "Then she took my spot as the vocal." Tears were coming down heavy now."I don't want to go back and see them. " I sobbed.
The car stopped, we were at the hospital. "Listen, you're not going to." He said and I nodded. "I'm glad this happened now and instead of later. " He said calmly.
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