Saranghae | Sehun & Leo Fanfic #Wattys2015

Chapter 40

Saranghae
Chapter 40
I'm sorry

Leo kept his arms around me, through the downpour, through the pain, he was there.

I fisted my hands into the back of his shirt. I let my tears drop with the rain. It felt like the rain would never stop around me. I hid my pain in the rain. I hid it with Leo.

Leo pulled away, but kept his arm around my shoulders. "Let's go. " he said softly. I placed my hands over my face. We came to the sidewalk and my ankle sprang up in pain. I held onto myself and Leo took off his jacket and draped it around my shoulders.

"I'm sorry," I mumbled. "I'm sorry."I said. He looked over, the rain slid down my face. I ignored him, I acted like a jerk. Now he's here for me right now. He's here for me.

"You have nothing to be sorry about. " he said, standing in front of me. His thumbs brushed under my eyes and it only made me cry harder.

His hand went down the length of my back as he sighed. "Don't cry, he's not worth it. " he said and we took shelter under a shop tent.

I wiped my eyes. I just cried. Leo hailed a cab. When we got in Leo said his address instead. I leant my head against the window as flashes of what happened circled my mind. Why would he do that...

It felt like my heart was getting ripped out. Why, why her?

When we got to their dorm, Leo made sure I didn't fall. I held my hands to my face as we came to their dorm door. He opened it and placed his arm around my torso.

"Its okay, its okay." He said softly. I wiped my eyes and sighed. I don't think it will be okay. Surely not now.

"You found her, everyone's worried. Where was she?" I heard Ken ask. Leo brought me in. I covered my face again as he sighed.

"The park." Leo answered.

"What happened?" I heard Hyuk ask.

"Oh, Plushy.." I heard Ravi. The tears only came down harder and harder then. My world was breaking down around me and I couldn't even catch the pieces.

"They kissed." It came out in a whisper. "They kissed." I cried again louder. Then arms encircled me in a hug. They felt warm.

"Who kissed?" I heard one of them ask.

"Sehun and Sang." I said my voice sounded like glass.

"Oh God."

"What's going on here? Take her to the living room." I heard Haekyeon. I was set down on the couch. Leo was the one who hugged me. He is the one to brush the hair that clung to my face away. He's always there for me.

"Do you love him?" Leo asked. I dropped my eyes. I nodded. I do love him. More than anything. Leo sighed and stood up straighter. I felt an arm go around my shoulder. My phone is vibrating. This is the first time I actually felt it.

"He's such an idiot." Ravi said. "You guys are dating, from what I know right?" He asked, Leo must have told him. I nodded. "Great." He said with heavy sarcasm.

"Do they know you're here?" Hongbin asked. I shook my head. Water dripped from my hair.

"I'll get a towel. " I heard Ken.

"I can't. I couldn't go on stage. I just couldn't." I said wiping my eyes. I dropped my eyes to my phone. Xiumin was calling now. I ignored it. I put it on silent.

"I wouldn't want to either." Ken muttered bitterly. "Did she know you're dating him?" He asked.

"Ken, they would be stupid if they didn't know," Haekyeon said. "We all knew about it. "