Final part to "Pain"
WARNING: MENTIONS OF RAPE
After Yata brought you back to the bar, the others explaining what had happened to Tatara and Anna, he laid you carefully on the couch and made sure you were settled, then had sat by your side the whole night, into the morning, and throughout the rest of the next day.
Then you woke up.
First you had been confused, then angry about Fushimi knocking you out, then you'd felt overwhelmed, and then finally you had broken down into heart wrenching sobs, Yata pulling you into his arms and holding you for what seemed like eternity.
Then you had gone silent. Didn't speak a word. Yata was afraid you would sink back into the dark hole you'd been in those three weeks ago, but you didn't. You just didn't know what to say. How to act. You'd killed over ten people in those rage fueled weeks, twelve including your rapist and his friend, though they were scum of the earth.
After a few days had gone by, you'd started talking again. You were depressed, that was for sure, but you were trying to get better. Really you were. But it was going to take some time. Healing wasn't eas
Now, a week after you'd killed your rapist and a month since you'd been raped, you once again lay on the couch in the bar, blanket covering your body and head resting on a pillow.
Tatara had offered you his room to rest in upstairs, but you didn't want to be alone. You'd only grow more distant, more depressed if you were alone. You'd ignored your Clan, your family, for weeks, but now you wanted to be around them more than anything.
Especially Yata, who was sitting at the end of the couch, your blanket covered feet in his lap. He was playing cards with Chitose, Bandou and Shouhei, who had pulled a table over by the couch so that Yata didn't have to leave your side.
Usually they'd laugh and tease the two of you for such a thing, but this was different and they knew it. You needed Yata near you, or you felt like you'd go insane again.
Izumo was behind the bar like usual, Tatara and Mikoto sitting on stools and talking to him. You knew they'd all glance over at you once in a while, making sure you were alright. Even Mikoto, who was usually calm and cool about everything, had made an extreme effort in making sure you were comfortable and alright.
That was another thing that made them all hesitant; were you comfortable around all these males? Yes, yes you were. They were your friends, your family, and you knew with all your heart and soul that they would never, ever, hurt you. Never. You'd be uncomfortable if they weren't around, and you made sure that they knew that.
You were on the verge of sleep, your eyes drooping though you tried to keep them open, when you suddenly felt the need to go to the bathroom.
You moved your feet, making Yata stop and look over at you. "You okay?" He questioned, concern in his eyes as you sat up. You nodded, rubbing your eyes as you stood.
