Before My Eyes | Bada Lee ff

Chapter 8: Jealousy

"See, here's what you'll... do, " Tatter said, flickering her eyes and having a cocky smile

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Y/n's Pov

I can't believe it's Monday again. I'll be seeing Bada in two of my classes and then at dance practice. Arghhh, this is about to be the longest day of my entire life.

As I got out of the Uber, I did a small breath in and out session before entering my college's gate. I slowly took 1 step in and walked like I was afraid of being caught. I checked each and every coast to make sure I don't come face to face with Bada. There are not a lot of students at th-.

"Boo!!" I jumped and screamed. "AHHH-!" I turn around to see Amelia laughing at me. "WHAT THE FUCK, LIA?" She continued to laugh. "What were you expecting me to do? I mean, you are here walking around like a kid who stole candy and is being cautious about their steps and everyone around them."

I roll my eyes and turn around to walk again. "Did you really have to scare me like that, though?" I hear Amelia's footsteps trying to catch up with me from behind. "I thought it was a great idea to start your day. And hey, can you please slow down? You are hurting my feet with you walking so fast." I am now laughing at her.

"Hey!! Don't make fun of me. Just because I am short and can't keep up with your long ass legs, doesn't mean I don't have multiple talents." I start to slow down my pace, and she catches up with me. "Hey. How have you been feeling so far about the whole thing." Amelia asks me as we walk inside our Chemistry class. No one is here yet.

"Well... I am doing pretty well. I mean, i was doing great even the last time, I was just a bit confused, that's it." Amelia looks at me as if she did not believe any word that came out of my mouth. "You don't have to lie to me, Y/n. Out of everyone, you can be honest with me, you know. I will never judge you for that." I look at her sincere eyes and avert my eyes from hers. I exhale deeply before saying.."I know. I just don't know how I feel honestly about this whole thing. But we don't have to speak about that right now. All I want is -" Our conversation gets cut off by the loud laughing of 6 girls entering the classroom just like the first day I met Bada face to face.

Could this day get any worse? Amelia sees me playing with my fingers nervously and touches my hand. "Calm down, Y/n. Don't show them that you're nervous. " I slowly exhale and continue scrolling through my phone, paying no attention to any one of them.

"HEYY THERE!! HOW ARE Y'ALL DOING IN THIS LOVELY MORNING?" Tatter shouts at us with a smile plastered on her face and arms flying in the air.  Amelia and I exchanged glances and did not say anything. "Oh, come on now. My heart breaks when people ignore me." Tatter makes a pouty face and then smiles again. "You know what?"... she comes up to us. And hugs us from the back at the same time. "I'll give y'all both a hug since y'all look like y'all already gave up on life."

I divert my eyes to Bada and see her smiling and laughing with the other girls. It's like they already know Tatter's personality. As soon as we catch eye contact, Bada moves to her sits at the opposite side of the classroom, more like their usual spot.

"Anyways, I'm gonna go to my friends now. Remember,  don't be salty. Smile every time and give people the energy they give you, you know. I know y'all are probably iching in those sits after ignoring me like that when I was trying to be friendly with y'all. I did not deserve that (she pouts). Anyways. Bye, ladies!!!" She said all of that in a smile and walked off.

"Well, she seems nice." Amelia says, and I just nod my head. Just a few minutes later, a girl with blonde hair walks in. It seems like she is looking for someone. I see Bada signaling her, and she walks up to her with a smile on her face. "Baby!!!" Hold on the fuck second!!.

"Baby??" Amelia asks as she looks at me. The girl sits on Bada's lap and kisses her lips. What the fuck???? I felt like my heart sank. It was painful to watch and be in the same room with these people. I averted my eyes to the front desk of the lecturer.

"Are they still kissing?" I ask Amelia. She softly touches my shoulder. " If I say no, would you believe me?" I shut my eyes. The girl speaks loud enough for us to hear.

"Come, baby?" She says. " Where to?" Bada asks her. "To finish this. Just by kissing you, it made me horny and want you, so let's go finish this somewhere else. There's about 45 mins until your class starts, I'm pretty sure we'll be done by then." I feel like standing up, grabbing a knife, and stabbing the hell out of this girl.

"Okey, let's go." I shoot my eyes open after hearing Bada say that. Is she seriously going to have sex right after what happened between us and baby?? She already found someone. I felt heartbroken.

"Yes, Bada, go rail here, dude." Tatter shouts, more like cheering for them. I see Bada getting dragged out by the girl, but she seems to enjoy it as she is smiling more like blushing.

What the fuck is going on? "Are you okay?" I turn to see Amelia's worried expression. And I just nod.

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Class ends, and Bada was nowhere to be seen in class. I guess it took more than it should.

"I want to use the bathroom real quick." I say to Amelia. "Yeah, sure, I was also pressed. Let's go." And I nod.

We reached the bathroom. And when I say I was not ready to see what I saw. As soon as we walked in, we saw that same girl who I assumed to be Bada's girlfriend, fixing her hair and makeup in the mirror. "Babe? I think you have my underwear." She says, well, first of all, eww.

"Yeah, it's here." I hear Bada's voice from inside the toilet. My heart stings again. I can feel my tears fighting to come out. She giggles. "You know what, you can keep it. It will be a way to remember me by." She says. Amelia comes to my ear to whisper, "So is she going to walk around the hallways with no panties the entire day? That's nasty." Amelia says with a disgusted look.

"Yeah, sure baby -" Bada walks out of the toilet, fixing herself. We both made eye contact as I was standing right inside the bathroom. Bada quickly averts her gaze and goes up to her 'girlfriend' and kisses her. "I'll see you later,baby." She comes up to me, and I swear I forgot to breathe for a second.

"Excuse me, can you please move out the way? You're blocking the exit." Bada says to me whilst standing in front of me. I remain silent and just maintain eye contact between us. I let it linger for a while. I slowly see Bada's expression turn from cold to soft. It's like she wanted to cry. Then her 'girlfriend' comes to the rescue. Didn't know she dated superwoman.

"Didn't you hear what she said? Move out the way!" She shouts and grabs my arm to push me aside. But before she can push me, I grab her hand and twist it. She winces, and i slowly move towards her. She took a step back. "Next time, before trying to push someone, you better check if you're messing with the right motherfucker or not. Better be careful next time." I let go of her hand harshly and slowly look back up to meet Bada's eyes. She seemed shocked by the way I acted. I angrily walk out of the bathroom. "You heard that?!! Better be careful!!" Amelia repeats my words and follows me.

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"Woah, I did know you were like that,girl," Amelia says as we are sitting in the bench on the school yard. "We didn't even get the time to pee." Amelia pouts.

"Honestly,  I feel like my anger swallowed all that pee." I say and slightly chuckle. "Well, i am still pressed, girl. And I know if I don't pee anytime soon, I will be marking my own territory with this pee." We both laugh.

"Okey, fine, let's go."