Before My Eyes | Bada Lee ff

Chapter 9: I guess I'll do the same

"You know you don't have to go to practice if you're not comfortable with having Bada around you." Amelia suggests to me while I am in one of the toilets changing into my dance clothes. I wear my leggings with a see-through shirt that shows my black bra underneath.

"I know, but I want to go. Dance has been my favorite for a while. I just couldn't pursue because of my dad's protest. So I am not going to give up on that just because I am not on good terms with Bada. A girl I have only known for a month." I walk out of the bathroom, and I see Amelia's eyes pop out and her mouth wide open. She scans me up and down, surprised by what she's seeing.

"WHAT!!?? Are you trying to seduce people, Y/n." I gasped. "What?? No, eww. The issue is that I have not done laundry in about two weeks, and all my other shirts were dirty, so that's why I just wore this one instead. And please, it's just a T-shirt. There is no need to over exaggerate." I go closer to the mirror to tie my hair in a messy burn and turn around to look at Amelia.

"Can we go?" I ask her. She nods, and we are off to dance practice. Oh, by the way, Amelia decided to join dance practice because she didn't want me to be alone while this whole Bada and I situation was happening. She's more like a support system that is there to calm me down.

We stood outside the door of the dance room and threw each other glances before walking in. There weren't really a lot of students yet since it's only about 10 mins before practice begins.

I catch a glimpse of Bada near the sound system, connecting her phone to the speakers. She hasn't noticed me yet. As I put my bag down and walked to stand next to Amelia.

"Okey!! Listen up- toda-" Bada sees me, and she glances at my exposing outfit. She slowly looks back up to meet my eyes. "Miss Jackson, can you please come outside with me for a second." My heart stops. What would Bada want from me now? I look at Amelia for a short second, and she seems confused as well. She shrugs and touches my shoulder to come me down. I exhale and then walk out of the room.

Bada comes after me. She closes the door after us. "What the fuck is wrong with you?" Bada exclaims. "What have I done now?" I look completely bored by the situation and calm. I'm actually proud of myself for not shaking in front of her. I fold my hands in front of me.

"You know what you're wearing is against the school's policy. So why are you wearing it?" She looks upset. "I'm sorry, but what is wrong with what I am wearing? I mean, i see other girls wearing bras only. What's wrong with me? You don't seem to have a problem with that?"

"That's because those are freakin sport bras. Yours is an actual bra with laces on it. And your t-shirt is not even doing anything because we see your entire bra. It's not even like the normal see-through t-shirts." She speaks while gritting her teeth.

"Listen, Bada. If you have a problem with how I am wearing or what I am wearing, then go ahead and report it to the Dean of the school. If not, then please shut up about it and continue living your life. Honestly, you're the last person to talk to me about school's policy and rules. Because I am pretty sure there is no rule that says having sex in the toilet is allowed. So before checking on people's behaviors, clean yours first." I walk out of the conversation after saying that to go back to the room. I hear Bada calling me, but I ignore her and go back inside.

I walk to Amelia to whisper to her. "I can't do this." She looks at me and sees tears in my eyes. Bada walks back in and sees Amelia wiping tears on my face. She looks at me in worry. It's as if she wants to come to me but stops herself.

"Why? What happened?? Did she say something mean? Oh, that's it, I'm going to kill -" I hold her arm. "It's not worth it. Let's just just leave." We walk to the door.