"Y/n, when are you going to accept it that you love her!?"Amelia shouts, following me around the living room. "Look, Lia, I am really not in the mood to talk to you about this again. I already told you there's nothing that I feel towards her. She ne...
"All I'm saying is you have to be honest with her. I mean, since you are not planning on continuing this whole.... shit. You might as well let her know about you, her father, your family, and most importantly......... the deal." Tatter voices out her opinion as I stood up in annoyance and guilt filling me up. I felt my forehead sweat. I can't lose Y/n. I mean, we just started being together like yesterday.
"Can we please not talk about this right now, Tatter? Y/n is in the room. I can't risk letting her know that." Tatter exhales and rubs her forehead.
"So, basically, you aren't planning on telling her anything, huh?" She walks around to come face to face with me. That's when I look down at her and maintain eye contact. My eyes clearly showed fear as I imagined how it would go once Y/n found out.
"It's not that I don't want to tell her, but.... I-I...I just... I just can't, Tatter. Somehow, I need to solve this before it becomes an issue. I need to remove every problem that will come our way. I really can't lose Y/n.... Not again." Tatter puts her hand on my shoulder. "I understand that, but.... honesty is the only way that can maintain trust between you two. And it seems like you are really interested in Y/n. So if you don't want to lose her, you have to be honest with her. She might be mad at first, but she might also appreciate that you were at least honest with her." I remove her hand from my shoulder.
"I'm not just interested, Tatter. I'm in love. And I know that, but... how can I just tell someone I love that it has all been a lie? How can I tell her that I knew her before she even knew me? That I knew about her coming to this very college? That I know everything that she thinks I don't know about her? That I know her stupid imbecile good for nothing father? That not only was my meet-up with her planned but sleeping with her at the beginning was as well? Huh!? Would you tell someone you love something like that. Let alone my identity. I can't tell her who I am, what I do, and where I am from. Who I am associated with. I can't tell her how I met her dad. She already hates that man... imagine how much she would hate me when she finds out all the things I did for that man. I worked for him. She WILL DESPISE ME. An....and... I don't want that, Tatter. I love her. It's just a lot of chapters to unfold. I can't. I just... CAN'T!" I threw myself on the couch, and tears ran down my eyes uncontrollably.
We are both caught off guard by the sudden door click. We looked at each other, and I stood up quickly and wiped my tears away. I turned around and was met by Y/n, who stood there in her blue summer dress.
I looked at her from head to toe slowly.Making sure I was not missing a single detail. Well, I must say, I got the baddest. Bada's Pov
"All I'm saying is you have to be honest with her. I mean, since you are not planning on continuing this whole.... shit. You might as well let her know about you, her father, your family, and most importantly......... the deal." Tatter voices out her opinion as I stood up in annoyance and guilt filling me up. I felt my forehead sweat. I can't lose Y/n. I mean, we just started being together like yesterday.
"Can we please not talk about this right now, Tatter? Y/n is in the room. I can't risk letting her know that." Tatter exhales and rubs her forehead.
"So, basically, you aren't planning on telling her anything, huh?" She walks around to come face to face with me. That's when I look down at her and maintain eye contact. My eyes clearly showed fear as I imagined how it would go once Y/n found out.
"It's not that I don't want to tell her, but.... I-I...I just... I just can't, Tatter. Somehow, I need to solve this before it becomes an issue. I need to remove every problem that will come our way. I can't lose Y/n." Tatter puts her hand on my shoulder. "I understand that, but.... honesty is the only way that can maintain trust between you two. And it seems like you are really interested in Y/n. So if you don't want to lose her, you have to be honest with her. She might be mad at first, but she might also appreciate that you were at least honest with her." I remove her hand from my shoulder.
"I know, but... how can I just tell someone I love that it has all been a lie? How can I tell her that I knew about her from the beginning? That I knew about her coming to the same college as me? That I know everything that she thought I didn't know about her? That I know her stupid imbecile good for nothing father? That not only was my meet-up with her planned but sleeping with her at the beginning was as well? Huh!? Would you tell someone you love something like that. Let alone my identity. I can't tell her who I am, what I do, and where I am from. Who I am associated with. I can't tell her how I met her dad. She already hates that man... imagine how much she would hate me when she finds out all the things I did for that man. I worked for him. She WILL DESPISE ME. An....and... I don't want that, Tatter. I love her. It's just a lot of chapters to unfold. I can't. I just... CAN'T!" I throw myself on the couch and cry my eyes out.
We are both caught off guard by the sudden door click. We looked at each other, and I stood up quickly and wiped my tears away. I turned around and was met by Y/n, who stood there in her blue summer dress, with her thick thighs on full display.
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I looked at her from head to toe slowly. Making sure I was not missing a single detail. Well, I must say, I got the baddest.
She slowly walks towards me, but before she gets to me, Tatter comes closer to whisper on my ear..."Well, I see why you don't want to lose her. She's fuckin hot-" I elbowed her on her stomach and she groans in pain. Before I can even process anything, Y/n is already standing before me looking cute. She looked up to meet my eyes with a smile that slowly faded away as she looked at me. "What's wrong, Bada? Were you crying?" She quickly grabs my cheeks, and she gently wipes my tears off.
I gently grab her hands that are on my cheek and direct them to my lips to kiss them. "I was just missing you. Just not being close to you makes me cry." She gives me a 'really think I'll believe that?' look. "You don't have to tell me, but you also don't have to lie to me. I'm really not a fan of lies. And if it's a secret, it better not be a dangerous one because I won't forgive you for that." She says jokingly, but for me, it wasn't really a joke. I felt scared all of a sudden.
How will she react once she finds out the truth????
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Hi everyone. Apologies for the late late late update. Tests are keeping me busy, and publishing two books is not easy. Since I also have a Jungkook book that I am busy with. It's not easy to keep up with both. My fingers get tired 😫 Love you all, though.
