Before My Eyes | Bada Lee ff

Chapter 12: I love you

Y/n's pov.

After the encounter with Redlic, Bada and Tatter drop both of us off my residence. I am not going to lie, I might have acted all tough in there, but I was very much afraid of what that girl could do. She seemed like she was very much obsessed with Bada, and she would go through extreme lengths to get Bada. I feel like there's a whole story behind this. There's no way you can get obsessed like that over someone you have met for just 3 days. Her obsession was some sort of pain, as if she had been wanting it for years. But who knows, I might be exaggerating.

"I promise you, Amelia. I will be fine. Don't be too worried about me. You need to get some sleep. It's already past midnight." I tell Amelia as I see her upset and not wanting to leave me alone at home after what happened. "No Y/n I can't leave you. I don't trust what you're saying." I exhale and smile at her. "Amelia, we are literally staying on the same floor. To add to that, you stay across me. I'll just knock if I need something. Don't worry about me. You need comfortable sleep. You have been stressed about me and also haven't slept in so long." She exhales. "Sure, you'll call me if you need anything?" I nod. "Yes, I will." I want you to promise me Y/n. In fact, let's do a pinky promise." She pulls up her pinky. I chuckle at her childish behavior. "I promise." We both smile at each other, and she takes her phone from my couch and walks out of my apartment to hers. I see her opening her door, and once she is inside, she turns around to say..."I am serious,Y/n. Call me." I laugh. "Okey, don't worry, I will." She then closes her door, and I close mine and lock it.

I walk up to my room to change into my pajamas. I slid comfortably onto my bed. Just as I was about to close my eyes, I heard a knock on my door. I growl angrily. I woke up and walked to open the door.

I open the door slowly, "Amelia, I told you that I woul-" I stop mid sentence, not expecting the person on my doorstep.

"Oh- It-its you. I did not know you'd come here... again." I ask her. "Well, I came to check up on you since I was worried. And you see I bought you flowers and chocolate." She pulls them from behind. And when I tell you that I am blushing like I have never before. "Bada, you shouldn't have, honestly." I grab the gifts and stand on the side to allow her in. Once she is in, I quickly close the door and walk up to her.

"They smell really good. I must say, you have taste." I shyly smile at her, and she returns the smile.  We stare into each other's eyes for a quick minute. " Ahmm- I was already preparing for bed, so ahm... we can -"

"Oh, I'll be on my way, I just came to check if you're fine." She attempts to go, but I grab her arm to stop her from leaving. "Ahm- don't you think it's pretty late to drive at night. I mean, it's not safe during these times, you know." She smiles at me. "You know you can just ask me to stay over not trying to create stories." We both start laughing. "Well, I'll take that as a yes. You can go to my room so long I'll just put these flowers in a vase and put the chocolates on the fridge. " i walk up to the fridge and check to see Bada walking into my room.

After a few minutes, I make my way back to my room to find Bada sitting comfortably why her back is pressing on the headboard. I slowly sit next to her. The room is full of silence and nervousness. Bada decides to break the silence and says, "Well, I am assuming that Redlic told you everything." I nod and make eye contact with her. "Yes, care to explain why you did that?" Our eyes linger for a few seconds, and she turns herself around to come face-to-face with me.

"Well... honestly, it wasn't my idea, so I won't take the blame. After that night between us, I was extremely saddened by how we parted ways. We didn't really finish our conversation on a good side. We were both upset. In fact, I was more upset at myself for getting you scared like that with my anger. And it kinda broke me that you know.... you took me as a hookup, so Tatter came up with this plan to involve Redlic in order to get you jealous. And because...." I look at her waiting to hear what she has to say. "Because.... I love you, Y/n. Honestly, at first, I never knew that I was in love with you, but I knew that I had a thing for you. I just wasn't sure if it was love. And after you considered me a hookup, I think the way i got hurt made me realize just how much I care about the things you say. If someone else would have said it. I probably would have gone along with it without caring. But with you, I wanted love. I love you, Y/n. I. I love you so much that it hurts, but it feels good."

I find myself smiling non-stop and suddenly become shy to even maintain eye contact with Bada. I avert my eyes and look down while blushing immensely. Bada took her finger and placed it on my chin to make me look at her. "Now, it's your turn. Tell me why you did not finish your date with Hyunjin." I continue blushing. I didn't know if I was confident enough to tell her it's because I felt the same way. That I actually realized I loved her.

"W-well...ahm-" She chuckles. "Don't be scared, sweetheart. I don't bite." I smile again and avert my eyes. I look back up to meet hers. "Well, honestly, I agreed to the date because I thought maybe if you were allowed to move on, then I should. I also agreed to go on a date with Hyunjin because I wanted to convince myself a lie. The reason why I ended the date halfway was because... I realized that I actually loved someone else. Throughout the entire date, I couldn't stop thinking about that person. Every feature of theirs that I have felt before. I realized how much I had been ignorant about my feelings about this person and my true self. I realized that I was, in fact... gay. I realized that I was infact inlove with you. I also love you, Bada. Very much. I can't even explain it. When Redlic told me that it was all just fake, I couldn't be happier. I love you so so much. I really lo-" Bada shuts me up with her lips. It's like our lips were made for each other. The way they sink well with the melody in my stomach. The melody of our love.

Bada's lips are so soft. She knows very well how to control the rhythm of our lips. I wrap my arms around her neck. That's when Bada took the opportunity to pick me up and make me sit on her lap. Her hands slowly move from my waist and glid down to my ass. She grabs and squeezes my ass. I let out a little moan, and Bada again, being dominant, took the chance to glide his tongue inside my mouth. We both share saliva at this point.