"Y/n, when are you going to accept it that you love her!?"Amelia shouts, following me around the living room. "Look, Lia, I am really not in the mood to talk to you about this again. I already told you there's nothing that I feel towards her. She ne...
I have been taking a break from everything and everyone for the past week. I even avoided Amelia for a while so that I could gather my mindset. Otherwise, I would've lashed it all out on her.
But here we are right now, in my living room sitting as I told Amelia everything since she kept asking me about Bada.
"I can't believe this. " Amelia says as she stands up from the couch and places her hands on her hip, and starts walking around.
"Me too. I really trusted her, Amelia." I said as Ilayd down on the couch like a lifeless body.
"No, Y/n. I don't mean Bada. I mean you." She states as she points her finger at me, upset. But why?. That instantly gets me back from wherever I was, and I look at her with a confused expression. I slowly got up from the couch.
"What do you mean, me?" I question her, and she sighs before answering. "How could you, Y/n? You just quickly jumped into conclusions. You seriously just let everything get ruined like that? You didn't even give the poor girl a chance to explain. Are you crazy?" She says, and I get irritated.
"Explain what? Everything was clearly portrayed in those photos." I said, laying back down, not wanting to continue this conversation. "Oh yes, of course. Photos this photos that. I'm sorry, but can I remind you who sent those pictures? Because I think you might have forgotten. Those photos were sent by a person who has tried to ruin your mother's life countless times. Who has tried to kidnap you countless times for his own benefit. And just like that, you believed him. You believed a man who has been absent in your life, and when he got the chance to clear things up with you, he messed up. You chose to believe him? Are you out of your fuckin mind, Y/n? You seriously chose to believe that hoe ass rapist of a dad over someone whom you've known for a short period of time but made sure that that short time wasn't a waste?
I just sat there completely speechless. "Okay, fine, let's say the photos were true. You saw her pointing a gun at your mom, but the real question is... did she shoot? Huh? Did you ask her that? You know your father very well. You know how manipulative he is. And from the looks of it, if Bada was working for him, then there's a reason. A reason you never thought of getting. She was probably manipulated or blackmailed into that. Bada, is just as young as you... knowing that no young person can just decide to wake up one day and decide to kill someone he doesn't even know. There's something and I don't know why you can't see it. I know that since it was your mom, you completely lost it and went into defense mode. You could've just asked your mom what happened on that day if you didn't want to ask Bada. If I was in your shoes, yes, I would have been upset about my mom too, but not to the point where I'd let her go without explaining herself. Because sometimes what you see is not the truth. I have to see how Bada is around you... that girl loves you. Just because you were missing that day, she chose to punch the shit out of her own brother. Yes, you heard correctly, Hyunjin is Bada's brother. Tatter gave me that info... buy that's a topic for another day. YOU MESSED UP BIG TIME, Y/N."
She said as she picked up her purse to leave and left me dumbfounded. She stopped at the door and turned around to say something else, "This showed me how much you really didn't trust Bada. And it scares me of my friendship with you. I don't even know I'd you even trust me." She opened the door and left.
Did I really mess up? I believed Edward.
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Bada's Pov
"Dude, you've been drinking for quite some time now." Tatter speaks up after a whole hour of silence. "That's not healthy. Cut it now." She said as she tried to grab the bottle from hand. I quickly swerve my hand. "N-nah, maan... le-let mew drieeenkk" I frown in confusion when I head a chuckle.
I look over to see Tatter laughing at me. "W-whaaat ar-ee yowww loghing at....(burps) I mean, laughing." She continues to laugh and shakes my shoulder.
"I never thought I'd see you destroy yourself over someone who has the same body parts as you." I pot at her statement. She's really not helping.
"And to be honest... what's there to cry about. It's not like you didn't do it. It wasn't an accusation. So I don't know why you're drinking your senses out instead of fixing it." She says as she pours herself a glass of whiskey.
"S-shee did-didnttt leet me explaionn." I say as sadness washes over me. "Okay, and?" Is she being for real right now?
"Don't get me wrong bro but... your 'girlfriend' showed that she really didn't trust you. And that's enough right there to just leave her. And if I were you, I would be happy, that, that's the only thing she knows." She states as she gawky at me through the glass.
Should I be grateful?
"She still doesn't know... you. The real you. Who you are and all? So I think you should be thankful for that because I for sure know she would have burst. If she wanted you to explain, she would have allowed you to. Anyways, let's just leave that for now. You need to heal since you'll see her tomorrow at school and she can't see you like this." Tatter grabs the whiskey bottle out of my hand.
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Y/n's Pov
After I showed, I then walked towards my bedroom to sleep. It's currently midnight right now, and I have school. I should get some rest.
Just as I get under the blanket, my phone dings. I che k to see an Instagram dm from Bada. She probably noticed that I blocked her number so she's dming me. I take a chance to read the text. As I felt my chest pain.
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What the fuck, Bada?
I quickly go to unblock her number to call her. But each and every call I made she declined it.
Damn it. I messed up
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Do y'all think it's right for Bada to act this way towards her? And what do y'all think about Amelia's words to Y/n? Is she a good friend?
