Bad dreams

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"Liz I feel as if Shohei just hasn't been the same lately." I said upset. "I doubt that he's like Olly. Hannah, you've finally met a great guy who loves you to pieces." "Right." I agreed nervously. It's been a few weeks since I've been home from LA and Shohei was being distant as if he wanted nothing to do with me. I found myself eating dinner alone, going to bed alone, and just being alone.

After a shift at the café I came home and as I was unlocking the door I heard a female's voice. "She'll never have to know about us. What she doesn't know won't kill her." "Yeah but I would rather not waste her time. I just don't know how to tell her that I simply don't feel for her anymore." A male voice said. "But how I feel for you is something strong." I was sick to my stomach and could barely breathe.

"What the hell is going on?" The female was Izzy and Shohei was underneath her. They both jumped up, and I couldn't find any more words to say. I grabbed my bags and began to pack. I don't know where I was going to go, but I had to leave here. Shohei walked into the room to stop me, but I ignored him. "Hannah, I'm sorry it had to end like this, but I wasn't happy with you anymore. Izzy texted me, and I realized you aren't the one I want to marry. I'm sorry it had to end like this." I smacked him in his face. "You go to hell, you bastard." I grabbed my bags and left. It began to rain hard outside as I walked to my parents. A car splashed me with a puddle and my phone died, so I couldn't call anyone.

I began to cry. "Hannah?" I heard a stranger say. Everything began to become fuzzy. It was just a dream. I sat up and leaned into Shohei's embrace. "Are you okay, my love?" I cried harder just thinking about the dream I just had. "I had a dream that you cheated on me with Izzy, and you told me you fell out of love with me. I-I wasn't the woman you wanted to marry." He felt terrible that I even had such a dream.

"Hannah, you have no need to worry about any of that. The guys you dated before may have done that, but I would never. I'm so in love with you, and no other woman could ever take your place. Izzy was a shitty friend, and I'm sorry that you dreamt that." He played with my hair as I looked up at him. "I love you so much that the dream almost brought tears to my eyes because I never want you to feel that way... ever." I caressed the side of his face and kissed him. We then fell back asleep.

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Today was going to be a relax and chill kind of day. I put a pair of sweatpants and one of my baby's hoodies on. I loved his hoodies better than mine because they are so comfy. Shohei was out in the kitchen making breakfast. I went out and picked the living room up a bit while he did that. He set our plates on the dining room table. I went and sat next to him. He held my hand the entire time we ate. "I think I'm starting to get a cold. I just want to be snuggled and have my hair played with." He said putting his plate in the sink. I cleaned up from breakfast and then laid on the couch. Shohei came over with a blanket and laid his head on my lap.

We watched a couple of movies, ate countless snacks, fell asleep twice, listened to the rain hit the windows. It's just been a nonproductive day. I felt cramps in my stomach and they hurt so bad. "I'll be right back, I have to go to the bathroom." He nodded and fell back asleep. I came back, and he was wrapped up in his blanket watching TV. "You're awake?" He rubbed his eyes and yawned. "Yeah, I really needed that nap." I kissed his face and he kissed me.

"For dinner, I was thinking we could make our own pizzas?" He smiled. "That sounds fun." "I need to go to the store to get the stuff." I was holding my stomach, crumpled over in pain. "I think I started my period." He looked at me. "What's that?" He's so innocent every so often. "When a woman bleeds either light or heavy for 3–5 days due to her uterus shedding." "Oh wait, I learned this in school, doesn't mean you aren't pregnant?" I nodded. "I'll go to the store, you sit back here and relax. Actually, I'll run you a warm shower before I leave." I smiled. He hugged me from behind. "My little ketchup packet." I nudged him playfully. "Will you stop it!" He laughed and went to run my shower water.

Shohei went to the store and I guess when he came back he had a ton of feminine products. I laughed at how cute he was. "They had so many choices that I didn't know what to choose." His face grew red. "The lady at the counter laughed at me." I tried to hold in more laughter. "It's so cute to me. Thank you for grabbing me pads for days." He nodded. "Just so you know, that shower helped a lot. How'd you think of that?" He was prepping our topping for the pizzas.

"Easy, as an athlete, I have to use warm things to soothe my cramps in my legs and hands." I winced in pain as a massive cramp ripped through my body, leaving me in a fetal position on the floor. "I'll be okay." I said, standing up and walking over to my dough. I began making my pizza, but Shohei's looked better than mine. I guess the whole idea of this wasn't competition, it was supposed to be fun, but mine looked like a 5-year-old made it. Furthermore, I started putting cheese and toppings on mine and after a bit it didn't look too bad. We threw them in the oven and waited for them to get done.


A/N: This chapter is a bit laid back. Thank you for reading! My apologies that this chapter is short.

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