"And lastly, I'd like to thank the person who took me under their wing and saw me for who I am; a shoe loving fanatic."
I look at Chris. He went from sulking to sitting up confidently in his seat. He actually thinks I'm talking about him... Good, I...
A/n There's a surprise for Alejandro fans mid chapter ;)
Malibu + Warner's pj's and slippers
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'Total Drama World Tour; Episode one-'
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I stand up from the toilet and go to the sink to clean myself up. I look at my reflection in the mirror. I am exhausted. Look at me, this entire situation has drained me. Tonight Warner and I are watching "Total Drama: World Tour," and I am a nervous wreck. I can't keep anything down. I've tried avoiding this for three days already, but I can't anymore, Warner won't let me, so tonight we're in our pj's, we bought a ton of junk food from the store, and we brought out the fuzzy blankets, all ready for us on the couch- we're binge watching the entire season. It looks like the perfect slumber party... If only.
"Are you ok?" Warner asks from behind the door.
"I don't know," I answer honestly.
I open the door to see him standing there looking at me worryingly.
"I know you're scared, but I really do think you should watch it. Maybe you'll find some clarity."
"Maybe..." I answer doubtingly.
This is so stupid. When I left 'Total Drama,' I didn't think I'd ever be another storyline, yet here I am. I just don't understand... If Duncan were so sorry, if he truly cared for me, why not try to contact me? Most importantly, why continue with Courtney? I admit, when the situation first happened, and I left the Total Drama franchise, I probably would have heard him out, eventually. Sure I was hurt, but I cared so deeply for him, and it's hard to just let that go. It's stupid, idiotic really, but I probably would've forgave him. It sounds selfish, that I wanted him to chase after me, but I would've done the same for him- I did do the same for him. I chased after him for so long, and yet it didn't work, and that broke me inside.
