I feel dead inside and I don't really know why but I know that it is a bad thing to feel dead inside. I miss my best friend but apparently it's supposed to be better without her. You know, I'm fine. Barely hanging off the edge...but that's okay..right..?
Anyways...I just feel dead inside and don't want to show my emotions...my depressions getting worse...wait...actually...every fucking disorder of mine is getting worse. Sure. I'm fine with it. But sooner or later...it's gonna be bad..and oh, the thunder? and the lightning? It will be real and it probably won't ever stop...and Sean...Will be the first to get hit with the worst...
AnywAys...I just feel so so dead inside..ye know? I guess I'm nervous for school to start again..like..why? Why do we have to go to school? Like I understand...to get education...to become stronger...to help us with reality...but seriously...???
You couldn't find anything else to tell us or teach us or give us...you just gave us a dumb thing called school...and it still exists..oh I cannot wait for a new generation without fucking school!!! That will just be the best!!! :) :) :) :) :)
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Date: 3/7/18
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