And To Love In Return... (BOOK 2)

Realizing Regrets

Wooyoung's POV:

"Sannie, Sannie, Sannie!" I shouted, practically sprinting through the front door with Felix following behind me. "Jisung thinks Minho is in Japan."

San was about to speak until loud gagging noises bounced off the walls throughout the apartment.

"I'll go check on him." Felix said.

"No, you stay here." San looked at Felix. "Do you know about what they did last night?" He asked me.

"Yes, and I gave him a stern talking to." I nodded with my hands on my hips.

"With that attitude, I bet our levels of stern were very different." San seemed overly exhausted.

"Does this mean the deal is off?" Felix awkwardly asked.

"Oh, it's definitely on. Especially since I know you convinced him it was a good idea." San pointed to me as he spoke to Felix. That is true, he did ultimately convince me. "I'll be damned if I ever disagree with your ass." He mumbled.

"Shut up, this'll help." I bit his shoulder before resting my head where my teeth just were.

San sighed. "Alright, you can go now, Felix."

Felix instantly sprinted up the stairs to Hyunjin's rescue as his vomiting continued.

"How hard did you push him?" I smiled.

"We did the same work out, I didn't see a problem." He shrugged, knowing damn well his daily routine is very intense.

"Sannie, don't push him too hard. Just work your way up there, but don't start at the top from the very beginning."

"You can ask him yourself, he insisted. I had a whole workout planned for him, but he asked me what mine looked like day to day and then he said he wanted to try it so we did."

"You're not doing this tomorrow, are you?"

"I'm taking him with me, that's not up for discussion. But I'll do what I had planned from now on. He needs a serious detox and this'll speed up the process."

San has always deeply cared for Hyunjin. He just isn't great at showing affection towards anyone other than me. Taking him to the gym, making him healthy food - this was all his idea. He's done tons of research on how to help someone with addiction. He's so determined to help Hyunjin and get him on the right track.

"I'm not happy with Felix at all." I sighed, tracing the veins on San's hands up to his forearms. "I was expecting them to be at each other's necks, not ruining my nice pillows and making out on our kitchen counter." Felix thought he was slick by not telling me how he destroyed my things. I know how to count, I notice when something of mine is missing.

"And cheating on his girlfriend."

"And cheating on his fucking girlfriend." I repeated more expressively. "What was he thinking?"

"Hyunjin's taking the blame, but that doesn't surprise me. He told me about it at the gym."

"What did he say?" Hyunjin has been all talk when it's come to Felix for years. He never got over it nor did I think he ever wanted to. But I don't think Felix was the reason he went off the rails. My guess is that the New York City club culture took over entirely. I'm sure it was fun at first, but now he's just miserable all the time more so than ever before.

"Well he wasn't expecting it, that's a start. He couldn't sleep and I guess Felix couldn't either. So he went downstairs and they just started talking." He shrugged. "Then after the damn pillow exploded, they went to the kitchen to throw the feathers out and get some water. Hyunjin said he stood in between his legs and told Felix to kiss him."