Sky blue eyes is all I want to see

The wedding

Time: 'the end' from 'I'll prove you wrong'

Also, something close to a sex scene ( I don't do actual ones because they'll probably be cringe, like other stories here )

Man..

I was looking at myself in the mirror.

Today was the big day.

Finally I was going to marry the love of my life.

I stared at my suit, adjusting my tie.

I wanted to look my best, just for her.

But my face was filled with fear.

So many 'what if' questions were stuck in my mind.

What if she said no, what if I regret it, what if things don't work out.

What if she doesn't show up..

I let out a long sigh.

'Woof!', dachsbun barked, with her little doughlets next to her.

I gently pet her head.

Standing at the altar.

I knew it wasn't my first time being here, just my first time wanting to be here.

I looked at my daughter, who was sitting next to the aisle.

My face was stuck on happiness and fear at the same time.

But then she walked in, and my heart skipped a beat.

She looked gorgeous in her dress.

I watched as she gave my daughter a small pet on the head, before standing in front of me.

'Dear quests, today we are gathering here to support this lovely couple'

Some people clapped.

'Reshes Diaz, do you take..', but I stared tuning him out.

I was too focused on the woman in front of me.

We exchanged nervous smiles.

'I do', Reshes said.

I half listened, while looking her up and down, at her insecurities, the things she hated about herself.

Her raven coloured hair, her sky blue eyes, the small freckles that traveled between her cheeks over the bridge of her nose, her flat chest, and the small little mole on her hip that I sadly couldn't see through her dress.

I loved the way she would style her hair, how her eyes sparkled, how her freckles softly merged with her skin whenever she blushed, that she could fit into my arms without big boobs standing in the way and creating space between us, and that that little mole existed.

These were the things I loved about her, the things that made her who she is.

Her perfect imperfections.

'Do you take Reshes Diaz as your rightful wife?'

A smile grew on my face.

All I said were 

Three simple letters

Two small words

And one meaningful sentence.

'I do'

I pulled her close, sharing a long and loving kiss with her.

We entered the once so lonely house we called home.

Ever since Reshes was there with me, I always thought I could take on the world.

I softly pinned Reshes against the wall, kissing her passionately.

She made me a better man.

We stared at each other, our eyes filled with lust, before the kissing went on.

We would slowly move to the bedroom, losing more and more clothes in the process.

I was terrified to show my body, with all my old scars, but something about Reshes being the one to see it, was enough to kill the nerves, the anxiety.

The fear my parents caused on me.

I guess this is what love is.

Not having to feel fear, hide your true self, your body or scars, to find someone or something that could care for you, help you with things you couldn't do, to find someone that would be there for you, no matter what.

I found something in her, something that made me fall for her.

Love was a stupid burden to me, but after getting a taste, I realised it was an addictive drug, something that could bring you up, or tear you down.

Love was something that you couldn't choose, nor who was love to you. 

Love was the thing that used to tear me down, either because I was losing at the unfair and unfamiliar game, or because I was screwed 'loving' the wrong.

Turo, Reshes, Y/N, fuck even Sada, they were the ones I cared about, my friends, family and lover. They were the ones I never wanted to lose.

But I nearly lost Reshes, I had lost Turo and Sada.

And one day I might lose my daughter.

All because I was scared, I never took a risk.

I wanted to play it easy, stay low, but that almost cost me everything.

And if anyone would ask me if I had regrets, I would say that I regretted waiting so long on telling what I felt for Reshes, that I never had a chance to say goodbye to Turo and Sada.

Never forget to show your loved ones love, give your parent a hug, compliment your friends, try confessing to that special someone, maybe tease your sibling a little less, because you'll never know when they'll leave you.

No matter how much people had bring you down, try to help people, pick up that can from the ground, feed those ducks you see on your little walks, and try to be a good person.

Even if you change just one life, maybe from the homeless man you gave some food, the lonely neighbour you gave some flowers, you'll always be something to them, someone they won't forget.

Never forget to show love, to your loved ones and yourself.

And never regret, everything you did got you to who you are now.

If you cringe over what you used to do, you've grown as a person.

If you feel you are different, worthless, then maybe you are on the wrong place.

I learned to see my value, and not settle for anything less, and I want you to do the same.