A Little Lost

23

I haven't seen my sister since she left for college three years before my parents kicked me out. I tuned her out into a distant memory but seeing her face made all of the traumatic things she said and did to me flood back. She made my life a living hell and did whatever my parents asked of her. She was like a mix of them both and they all loved to pick on me.

My parents didn't know I was gay up until the point where they threw me out, but I think they always slightly knew which is why they were so terrible to me. One thing I wished could go back and do was not tell them.

"Hey Jo. It's nice to see you again." My sister Olivia says to me. She looked a lot different since I last saw her. Her eyes were slightly sunken in but other than that I hate to admit she looked fine.

My face isn't showing it but my heart is shattered and I am so close to crying. I don't understand how Colin could go behind my back like that. He was there to pick me up after every horrible that she did and said to me.

I refuse to cry in front of her and I just want for her gone and me be in my daddy's arms. As far as I know she doesn't know that I'm little but there is no telling what my parents told her.

"What do you want?" I whisper in my best attempt to not shed a tear. I keep my head down not wanting to make eye contact with her or Colin.

"I got in contact with Colin a few weeks back and heard you were doing well. I want to start off by apologizing for how I treated you when we were younger. I only did what mom and dad asked of me because I wanted their approval. I'm sorry."

"Well apology not accepted. I don't know what Colin was thinking but I don't want anything to do with you. Now if you will excuse me I will be leaving." I didn't believe any bullshit story she put together and I didn't want to be in the same room as her for any longer. I get off of the couch and try to walk past her to the door when she grabs me.

"Please don't go I just want to put the past behind us and have a relationship." She looks at me with pleading eyes. I pull away disgusted by the way she can just pretend that nothing happened between us.

"Are you sure you want to leave so soon?" Colin chimes in. I pull away from both of them and run outside. I don't have a ride so I call Damon.

"Daddy can you come and get me." I say out of breath.

"What's wrong are you okay?!" Damon asks sounding panicked.

"I'll explain later but I don't want to be at Colin's house anymore."

"Well I'm out of town and will take a long time to get there but Adrian is at home and I can send him."

"That's okay. I'll send you my location."

"Alright I'll see you later baby. I love you." Damon says.

"I love you too." With that I hang up and send him my location so Adrian can come and get me. I find a small cafe with an outdoor seating area and wait for my ride. Shortly after 10 minutes Adrian parks and comes to me.

"Hey Damon said you needed a ride and sounded out of breath are you alright?" He gives me a hug and keeps his hand on my back as we walk to the car. I explain the situation as we head home. He expresses sympathy which is something I really needed.

We get home and I immediately feel less tense and stress free. I go into the kitchen to get some water and Adrian follows me.

"Do you want me to stay here? You know I don't mind." Adrian asks.

"No I'll be fine but thanks. I'll call if I need you." Adrian nods and waves then goes up to his room. I go to get a cup for some water when I spot the liquor cabinet. I'm not a drinker but I think one drink won't hurt. I feel like my day I get a smaller glass cup and pour myself a drink.

It has been brought to my attention that I have depicted Adrian in a certain light that I hadn't planned on so I will be going back throughout next week and tweaking a few of the chapters and changing Adrians actions while still trying to keep the storyline the same. I hope you enjoyed this chapter and if you have any comments like this in the future pls comment and I'll do my best to adjust. Love you all and stay safe!<3<3<3