Too Far Apart

Chapter 7

*Later that night*
"Hey do you think it would be okay if we all slept over?" Toni and Nick asked me. "Let me just double check with my mom, it should be fine." I said and texted my mom.

"She said yeah, let me just show you, your rooms." I said. "Blake and Nick, you guys are downstairs like normal because it's closer to the kitchen and you snore loud, Juice and Toni, you guys will be in the room all they way down the hall because it's have a California king and you guys are a couple, Jay you can have the room to the right of my room." I said, they all nodded and went to their rooms to get their stuff set up.

While they were gone I got into my silk pajamas, it was a button up top and some short booty shorts. I unlocked my door and laid back down and scrolled through my phone.

Then there was a knock at my door "Come in." I said, then in walked in a shirtless Jay White. "Hey Jay." I said. "Hey, so question, are you and Blake dating?" He asked. I laughed and said "No, but like I told you he is always hitting on me." I laughed some more.

"I want it to stop." He said. "Why? It's not like you and I are dating, and plus I never give into him." I said. He didn't say anything just rolled his eyes.

"What the fuck Jay? So you will make out with me but not want anyone to know, and you don't even want to date me, but when you see me getting attention from someone else you get mad, I don't get you?" I sat up. He just stared at me, then everyone else walked in.

"So what are we doing guys?" Nick jumped on my bed. "Let's watch a movie." I said. "Ok, what movie?" He asked again. "Let's watch Insidious." I said. "Ok." He said and put it on.

During the movie I fell asleep, so when I woke up everyone was gone, and I was covered up.

I grabbed my phone and went on Instagram and saw that Jay is active, I liked the picture he of all of us watching the movie and as soon as I did that I got a text from him saying "You up?" "Yeah." I responded.

A few minutes later he walked into my room. "Jay what are you doing?" I sat up. "I can't sleep." He said as he sat on my bed.

"So what do you want me to do?" I laughed. "Keep me company." He smiled at me.

"Jay it is 3:37 A-" I was interrupted by Jay's lips touching mine. He climbed under my covers and on top of me and continued to kiss me, he slid one arm under me and turned us over so now that I was on top. We continue to kiss and he started unbuttoning my top. Once he had it fully unbuttoned he slid it off of me. Then he just continued to kiss me for a while.

After a while he tried to take my shorts off but I didn't let him. "Not ready for that yet." I said and he just nodded, so instead of trying to take them off he just rested his hands on my butt. "Jay we need to talk." I got off of him.

"Yea?" He asked. "What are we doing?" I asked. He didn't respond. "What are we?" I asked again. "Uhm, i don't know, friends?" He said.

"Wow, unbelievable, get out, I'm going to bed." I said. I put my shirt back on and he scuffed and left.

I shut my door behind him, then laid back down. What the fuck? How are we just friends? He literally just tried to fuck me, but we're just friends?

I laid down and just stared at my ceiling. How can life be so hard? I go through some shit, do a bunch of drugs, go to rehab, fall for a guy who only wants sex, god I really wish I had some alcohol or something to numb me. But I can't have it. I have to do better.

FUCK.

*The next day*
I woke up the next morning feeling fresh, that's how it's been ever since I got clean. I got out of bed, grabbed a pair of jeans, a crop top, and my under garments. I headed to my bathroom, brushed my teeth, washed my face then got dressed. I curled my hair and applied a little bit of mascara and lip gloss.

I put some shoes on and walked downstairs to find everyone eating breakfast. "Good morning everyone." I nodded and grabbed an apple and cleaned it.

"So what's the agenda for today?" I asked. "Well we all have to leave to Colorado today for Rampage tomorrow." Nick said. "Oh okay." I said. "Don't worry, I will be here cause I don't work for them." Blake tapped me in the shoulder. I smiled and nodded.

I glanced at Jay and saw him staring at me. "Well Blake, since it's just you and I, do you want to go shopping?" I said. "Sure." He said. "Just let me get ready." He said. I nodded and went to my room to get my purse and my sunglasses, I grabbed my car keys and right as I was about to leave my room Jay walked in.

"What do you want?" I asked. "Just wanted to say Goodbye, I will see you again soon hopefully." He said. "Ok, bye." I said. "Clo, what's wrong?" He asked. "You, you are what's wrong. We can make out but can't be in an actual relationship." I crossed my arms. He didn't say anything, so I just walked past him and downstairs.

"Alright, bye guys." I said and Blake and I left. I got in the car and so did Blake. I pulled out of my driveway and headed towards the mall.