Too Far Apart

Chapter 36

*A week later*
I don't have a match tonight but Jay does, so I'm gonna go out with him. And we are in my home town so everyone is staying at my house.

After jay won his match he took a shower then we went back to my house.

"Guys do you want to go visit my mom and dad with me?" I asked. "Yeah, just let us get changed." Toni said, "ok that's fine, I want to get into more comfortable clothes too." I walked up to my room and got dressed into some sweats, a crop top and a jacket, I put some Nike slides on then threw my hair up in a messy bun.

We got in our cars and I went to a store first to get some flowers for them. Then we went to the cemetery.

I cried as I cleaned off their headstones and set the flowers on the ground. "I miss you mom and dad." I cried even more.

Jay sat behind me and hugged me and the group sat around us. I cried even more and Jay cleaned up my tears. After being there for a while I told the group "I need some privacy, I will be in the car soon." They nodded and Jay kissed me and said "Ok baby I love you, just call if something happens." I smiled and nodded.

They all left and I just broke. I cried so much, more than I ever had. "Mom dad, please tell me that you are with me still. I am having such a hard time with this. I got pregnant by Jay and aborted it, now Jay and I are officially dating but I wish you could be here to see all of my accomplishments." I said.

"I know this is a one sided conversation right now but please lead me in the right direction." I said again. I took a few deep breaths before I said "alright mom and dad, I will see you again soon, but the group is waiting for me. I love you guys. And I'm gonna make the Campbell name the biggest in the world." I stood up and walked to the car.

Everyone was standing around the cars talking but when they saw me Jay came running towards me, "You ok?" He said and I broke again, tears streaming down my face as I hugged him. "No. I'm not, let's just go." I told him, and he nodded.

We got in my car and he drove us home with everyone else in Toni's car.

I cried All the way home and Jay helped me inside and up to my room.

I cried into my pillow and Jay held me until Toni called him downstairs.

He came back up shortly after and he asked "Babe we are ordering food from Taco Bell, do you want anything?" "No, I just need to be alone for a while." I said, "ok my love, I will come up to check on you, but if you need anything just call out my name, I will come to you, tomorrow why don't you go hang out with Nick, Jordan and Blake? I know you have to miss them." He said, "I will, there is a GCW show in Seattle tomorrow that I'm gonna see if I can wrestle at, I love you Jay." I said.

"I love you too baby girl, get some rest." He kissed me then left. I got under my blankets and cried myself to sleep.

During the middle of the night I felt Jay get into bed with me. I turned over to face him. "I'm sorry did I wake you?" He asked. "No." I shook my head, I kissed him and wrapped my arms around him and snuggled into him and fell back asleep.

*The next day*
I woke up around 8 and decided to take a shower before I went and hung out with Nick, Blake and Jordan, but first I have to call Tony and ask if I can wrestle at the GCW show tonight.

"Hello" he answered after the first ring, "Hey Tony this is Chloe, I was wondering if I could wrestle on the GCW show tonight?" I asked, "yeah, actually I was just about to call and ask if you wanted to anyway cause I'm sending Nick over there tonight." He said, "ok perfect, thank you Tony I will talk to you on Saturday, have a good day, bye." I said "Alright you too, bye Chloe." He said and hung up.

I got in the shower and then when I got out I just got into some jeans and one of Jay's shirts. I dried and curled my hair then did my makeup.

"You look beautiful babe." I heard Jay's voice, I looked over to see him shirtless leaning in the doorway of my bathroom. "Thank you." I smiled. "Are you doing okay?" He wrapped his arms around my waist. "Yeah I am, I'm going to hang out with Nick, Blake and Jordan then Tony said I can wrestle at GCW tonight so I'm gonna do that." I said finishing my makeup.

"Good." He kissed me. "Have fun today, Okay? I'm gonna hang out with the Gunns, Juice and Toni today and we will watch your match." He said and I smiled "Ok, I will be back later, I love you babe." I kissed him then put my shoes on and grabbed my purse.

I grabbed my bag that has my gear in it and left.