Too Far Apart

Chapter 31

*A week later*
I am scheduled to make a promo tonight to set up my new feud.

I walked out with Jay, juice, the Gunns, and Toni Storm and grabbed a mic. "So there is a lot of talk backstage about who the best women's wrestler is, and I just want to make one thing clear, you see Toni and I? We are the best, no one can step to us, no one is on our level, and if anyone of you women want to come out here and try to prove otherwise than the floor is yours." I put my arm around Toni and the boys stood behind us.
Then Saraya's music hit and her and Ruby SoHo walked out.

They made their way to the ring. "Girlie you were making us laugh back there, you aren't better than us, I mean we are multi time women's champions across the world, the only reason you have those belts is because of your looks, every single man in that locker room wants to get in your pants that why you have those belts, that's why that AEW women's world championship is covered in diamonds, I mean look at you, you are a mess, you remind me of a crazy old friend of mine that I cut out of my life back in 2015." Saraya said. I stepped up to saraya and said "You have anything else you want to say to me?"

"Yeah, pill diet, pill diet, if they gave you a new pill then you will buy it." She laughed in my face "If they say to kill your self than you will try it, and all the makeup in the world, won't make you less insecure." I fired back. "You got weights in your pockets when you got to the doctors." She said, "And your favorite candy's cotton that's why all your teeth are rotten." I smirked.

"Silly girls, with silly boys. Your parents are still dead when you are done with the bottle." She said and I lost it, I punched her in the face and continued my attack as Toni got Ruby.

I picked saraya up by her hair and said "Get me two chairs." I looked at Jay, and he grabbed me two chairs.

I put one down and put her head on it then smashed her head with the other one repeatedly till I felt someone's hands around me and pull me back.

I dropped the chair and saw like 10 medics run into the room, I looked back to see who grabbed me and saw Jay. I got out of his grip and grabbed my belts I left the ring and ran to the back. I didn't stop to say hi to anyone, instead I ran to my locker room and grabbed my bag then booked it to my rental car and sped off.

I wasn't thinking when I went to the nearest liquor store and got a few bottles of liquor, I drove to my hotel room and locked my door and closed the blinds and unscrewed the top of the first bottle of vodka and started chugging it as tears streamed down my face, before I knew it I was on the second bottle and was laying on the floor, I finished the second bottle quickly and went to grab my final bottle when there was a knock at my door but I didn't get up to answer instead I grabbed the third bottle and twisted the top off and started chugging it while still laying on the ground when the door opened, it was Jay.

"GET OUT." I yelled, he obviously didn't listen as he grabbed my bottle from my hand and dumped it out in the sink.

"Hey you better pay me back for that." I sat up and looked at him. He rubbed his face as he shook his head at me.

"Don't shake your head at me, I'm not a child Jamie." I tried to stand up but I fell back down, he rushed over to me but I shoved him back and said "No I can get it." I tried again this time I fell on the bed.

"What the fuck is your problem? Seriously you can't be drinking." Jay raised his voice at me. "She mentioned my dead parents. And don't raise your voice at me." I sat up and crossed my arms. "This isn't you Clo, this isn't my Clo." He said, "But this is me, everything she said tonight was fucking true. I am a fucking mess Jay, I DON'T EVEN KNOW WHY YOU ARE DATING ME, I AM FUCKING CRAZY, IM A DRUG ADDICT, A ALCOHOLIC. THIS IS ME JAY." I yelled and that's when the rest of the group came in.

"Wait you guys are dating?" Toni asked. "Yeah we are." I looked at them with tears streaming down my face. "Clo look at me. This is not you, this was you, you got better for yourself, and I am so proud of you, but don't go fuck that up for yourself because of what she said, she doesn't mean anything to you, she doesn't know what she is talking about." Jay put his hand on my chin and brought my teary eyes to meet his icy blue ones.

"Jay." Is all I could make out before he kissed me. He put his arms around me and I melted into them and got a high off the way his lips felt, and the way his skin touched mine.

I fell into a deep daze that felt like it was lasting for hours before he pulled away and wiped the tears from underneath my eyes.

"I love you Clo, it's going to be okay" Toni rushed over and hugged me. "We love you Clo." The rest of the group came over and joined mine and Toni's hug, I didn't feel Jays arms so I looked up to see him backed away from the group with tears threatening to fall.

I managed to slip out of the group's grasp and tried to stand to walk to Jay but almost fell, so he caught me. "Jay, I'm so sorry." I put my arms around him. "It's okay princess." He kissed my head.