Too Far Apart

Chapter 59

"You had an eating disorder?" Jay asked instantly sobering me up. I didn't say anything and Jay asked again "Clo you had an eating disorder and don't fucking lie to me. I want the truth."

I took a deep breath and tears started streaming down my face as I nodded. "Why would you do that to yourself? You are so fucking beautiful with and without all your issues. Your body is so precious and perfect and you let yourself go? Little girls look up to you and say when they grow up they want to be just like you. So why did you do that to yourself?" He asked. "I wanted to look like them. All the beautiful Japanese women with their tiny waists and legs, I wanted to be thin like them, beautiful like them." I looked up at Jay.

"Fuck them. You are you not them. You are perfect, you need to realize that girls are lifting weights to look like you, you are already so thin with the perfect amount of muscle why you would stop eating to look like girls who want to look like you I will never understand it. But from now on you will eat 3 meals a day with snacks in between, do I make myself clear?" He said. "I know, and I have been." I said and he smiled softly.

"Now just relax I'm gonna get your bed ready for you, and I'm gonna get my room ready for me." He said. "Jay, stay with me tonight please." I said he smiled and agreed.

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*The next day*
I woke up with Jays arms wrapped around my waist and a bottle of water on my nightstand. I tried slipping out of his grasp without waking him but I failed.

"Hey you feeling okay?" He said in his groggy morning voice. "Yeah, thank you." I said as I slipped out of the bed and went to bathroom to take a shower.

After I got out of the shower I saw that Jay was no longer in my room, I put some jeans and a cropped hoodie on and headed downstairs where I smelt pancakes and bacon. "Oooo it smells good." I entered the kitchen to see a shirtless Jay standing in my kitchen making breakfast in only his pajama pants.

"Thank you, take a seat it's almost done." He smiled. "You look good in my kitchen you know that?" I took a seat at my island. "Well thank you." He winked at me.

"What time with everyone else be here?" Jay asked, and my phone dinged, "That was just Toni letting me know that they are boarding the plane now, they should be here in like 4 hours." I said, and Jay nodded as he served me and himself. "Well what are we doing until they get here?" He asked.

"I want pigs, and sai needs some siblings, So we are going to the pig farm 30 minutes from here." I said. "Ok well let's eat first then we will go." He said as he poured me some orange juice.

*40 minutes later*
"This one is perfect, and so is this one, we will take them." I smiled, "perfect here is the paperwork for both of them and would you like to add a few bags of food to your purchase?" She asked, "Yes please, two bags should be fine for now." I smiled.
After we bought the pigs we went straight home, and sai was so happy to meet her new siblings, we named the girl jellybean, and the boy Reese.

"You happy?" Jay asked, "yeah I am. Thank you." I smiled.

*A month later*
Today is All in, Blake and I haven't really talked or seen each other much but he already has a new girlfriend.

"Hey girlie, you nervous for tonight?" Toni asked. "Kind of." I said, "Well try to shake some of those nerves off because your match is next." She said and I nodded. I'm in all white gear with silver. I made my entrance first then Jamie made hers.

I stretched in my corner than the ref put the collars on us. The bell rung and I started pulling Jamie towards me. She tried running but I grabbed the chain.

Throughout the match we were both bleeding pretty bad but we continued. The match went an hour and 20 minutes and I beat her by knock out.

The ref took the collars off of us and handed me my belts and raised my arm.
I looked at the women's title and threw it at the ground. And I motioned for the gang to come out, they all came running out and Toni had a briefcase that had my AEW women's title. She gave me it and I opened it and took my title out and raised it in the air.

I looked up at all my titles as I raised them. The adrenaline was coming down now and I was tired. We all walked to the back. As soon as I was behind the curtain Tony khan gave me a hug. "That was the best match I've ever seen. You guys actually killed it." He smiled. "Thank you Tony. It's always my pleasure to have better matches than Will." I laughed and Will flipped me off.

We all walked to Jay's locker room and I laid on the couch. "You should go see the medic." I heard Nick say. I jumped up and gave him a hug. "When did you get here?" I asked. "Right before your match." He smiled. "And I'm not alone." He moved out of the way to she Jordan and Blake, and Blake was with his new girlfriend. I took a deep breath and hugged Jordan but I ignored Blake.

"I will be back I gotta go get stitched up, Nick why don't you come with me." I said, we got to the medics room and instantly I laid into Nick, "why the fuck did you bring Blake?" I asked, "I'm sorry I was just with him and when I asked Jordan if he wanted to come I felt bad cause Blake looked upset cause I didn't ask him." Nick said, "god you are such a pushover." I said.

After I was done getting stitched up we headed back to Jay's locker room where everyone was. The room was silent. Jay glared at Blake who just looked at the ground. I sat in between Jay and Toni, and Toni looked like she was about to die laughing.

"So Jay how have you been." Nick broke the silence. "I've been fine, how about you?" Jay looked over at Nick, "I've been good as well." Nick nodded.

"Blakey it's really awkward in here can we go?" Blake's girlfriend asked. He nodded and stood up, "Yeah Blake listen to your girlfriend and leave." Jay said. Blake stopped and started walking over to Jay who had just stood up, but before he could reach him I stood in front of Jay. Blake looked down at me and shook his head. "How could you still be on his side?" He asked and I slapped him. "Cause he didn't cheat on me." I said. Blake held his cheek at just looked at me. "I knew it was a mistake dating you." He said and with no hesitation I turned around and kissed Jay, he didn't hesitate either and kissed me back. After a while I pulled away and turned around to see Blake's girlfriend pulling him away, he looked hurt but hid it as he walked away.

"I'm coming out with you for your match just let me get into some jeans." I smiled at Jay who nodded in response. As I left I looked at everyone in the room and they were shocked.