Our Song ON HOLD

12. Misunderstanding

Libbie POV

It was a relief to be back in my own home, I'm away so much I had started to forget what the place looked like.
As I sink onto my couch my mind turns to Damian, I miss him terribly already and I couldn't help but wonder what he was up to.

"Alright all your stuff is upstairs, I shall leave you to it and see you in a few days" Delila says as she walks into the room

"Thank you Del" I say giving her a hug "now I just need to work out what I'm going to do with myself"

"How about you make use of your time off and go see your man I know you miss him" she says

"He's busy, I can't just show up........can I?" I ask

"Of course you can, surprise him" she says "show him you want this to work as much as he does........and for gods sake tell him you love him.........i know your scared but turst me you don't need to be"

"You know what I'm going to do.......I'm going to go see him" I smile "I can't promise with the other but we'll see"

We say our goodbyes and I head upstairs to pack a case for my trip. Once done I carry the case down stairs and leave in the hallway.

Grabbing my laptop I sit on the couch and begin looking for the earliest flight to where he is........I hope he'll be happy to see me.

I'm so fixed on the screen that I don't notice anyone enter the house until I feel hands massaging my shoulders and lips on my cheek.

"Welcome home baby" a familiar voice says that causes me to jump and turn around

"Cal! What are you doing here?" I ask closing my laptop

"I knew you'd be home and I wanted to see you" he says looking confused

"But you......you left me......you said it was over" I say

"No I said we needed a break" he says "you must have misunderstood me sweet cheeks. I just needed some time to think and I've had that. I want to make us work, you are what I want" he says walking towards me and I take a step back

"Cal I.......I'm sorry but...........I've met someone, he makes me happy and I......"

"Please done say you love him" he says cutting me off "let me guess its the guy from your video, the one you kissed at the awards ceremony?" He asks and I nod "look you spent alot of time with him, being intimate it's natural you would feel something but it's not love......what we have is love"

"I want him Cal" I say "I want to be with him"

"And does he feel the same?" He asks "I can't stop but but I can assure you he won't stick around, your fun for now but then he will move on......just like the others......I'm the only one who has stuck around"

"But you didn't you left" I say "we were talking about children, getting married and then you left me"

"No I took a break I didn't leave you baby.....I love you" he says "stay here, let me show you we're meant to be......don't leave me Lib"

"Like I said you left me" I say "please go, I have things to do, I'm confused I need to think"

"Fine, you know where to find me" he says lifting my chin and kissing me but I don't kiss him back.

The door closes signalling his departure  leaving me alone and confused. Had I really misunderstood Cal? Did that mean I had cheated on him?

And what about Damian? What do I do about him? I love him but I had also loved Cal.....was I really now in a position that I had to choose?

Damian POV

It had been a long night of taking bumps and being the bad guy and I couldn't wait to get back to my room and call Libbie, to be the good guy again.

She was all I thought about when I wasn't wrestling and I couldn't wait for us to be together again.
I want to take her out for a proper date, show her that she doesn't have to be afraid with me.

Grabbing my phone I collapse on to the bed and dial her number. I listen as it rings out again and again until her voicemail kicks in.

"Lib it's me baby, just wanted to see how you were doing. I miss you, call me when you can" I say before hanging up.

All I can think is that she must be busy, away from her phone and she will calm me when she gets my message, she always does. Leaving my phone on the bed I strip off and head to the bathroom to take a shower hoping I will get to speak to my girl tonight and hear her voice.