Mine (Marina)

Chapter 8

*2 weeks later*

Eleanor's pov:

I stood in front of my closet trying to pick out a outfit for the first day of school. The first day of middle school. "Ughhh" I sighed crossing my arms over my chest. I needed help. I left my room and went to find Maya or Carina. I found Carina first, In the kitchen cooking, then I found Maya in the living room doing push ups and running in place. Both of them were busy.

I needed help. I had already tried on half of my closet and nothing worked. Nothing was perfect. I was now full on sobbing getting more and more frustrated with myself. All the sudden Carina burst in my room, scooped me up and placed me on my bed. She then climbed into bed with me. "What's wrong piccolina?" She asked whipping away my tears. I couldn't find the words. "Mama" I sobbed. "I'm here bambina. Look who else is here?" She said pulling stink out from under her.

"Cmon Bella dinners ready." Carina said getting up to leave. "Noo" I whined grabbing her arm, attempting to make her stay. "Ahh ahh bambina you need to eat." Carina said firmly. I felt the tears burning behind my eyes. My throat was burning, my lungs were itchy and my stomach was in knots, I couldn't eat. "Please mama" I cried, the tears starting to pour. "Oh bambina." Carina frowned. "Let me go eat dinner and I'll be back okay?" She asked. I nodded, with tears still falling.

I grabbed stink and snuggled into my bed.

Carinas pov:

I walked out of Ellie's room, then walked into the kitchen with a sigh. "What's wrong my love?" Maya asked. "Ellie." I sighed hiding my face in my hands. "She'll be ok Carina." Maya said pulling me into a hug.

Eleanor's pov:

I was drifting off to sleep when I heard my door open. It was Maya, she came and sat next to me on the bed. I looked over at the pile of clothes on the floor and started to remember what had happened. "Maya.." I said quietly, looking down at my hands. She turned to face me, "can you help me find clothes.. for school." I said shakily. "Of course sweet girl." Maya said warmly, standing up and walking over to my closet.

After we finally found a outfit, I still wasn't happy with, I decided to get ready for bed. Maya did my hair, Carina got my pjs and tucked me into bed. I found stink and cuddled with him, wishing he was Maya or Carina. I felt my eyes getting heavier and heavier.

The next thing I knew it was morning. A school morning. I groaned and rolled over trying to ignore the light pouring into my room. "Bambina! svegliati!!" Carina said excitedly. "Mmmm" I mumbled hiding my face in my pillows.

"No bambina. You have to go to school." Carina said firmly, rolling me over. I pouted trying to plea with her, but it didn't matter. She pulled me to my feet and handed me my outfit. We decided on a grey t-shirt with jeans. "I'll come back and do your hair when your done." Carina winked, leaving my room. I felt like I was going to puke.

"Cmon bambina." Carina said as we pulled up to my school. Without a word I stepped out of the car, I started to walk away but felt the need to turn around. "I love you." I said, Turing around and slowly walking up to the school.

First period was art. Seems ok? "Hi I'm miss lilly" she greeted. We talked about the stuff I would need for her class, and everything we would be doing this year. It seemed nice. She sat me at a table with 3 other boys. They didn't seem to friendly, as the kept staring at me. As I walked up I heard a "ugh a girl?" From a boy at the table. It made my heart sink.

Next was PE. We started off with a warm up. I tried to talk to the girl In front of me and got no answer. "Great" I whispered to myself.

Next was lunch. I say by myself until a girl walked up. "Hi, I'm mila." The blonde giggled. "H-hi, I'm Eleanor." I said shyly, not knowing this girls intentions. "Can I sit?" She said pointing to the seat next to me. "I- uhm.. sure?"I said nervously. She giggled at my loss for words.

By 3rd period I had a headache, I was frustrated and wanted Maya. I hadn't seen her this morning because of her early shift.

Finally 7th period. "Math" I sighed. I walked in and was met with silence. I found a seat in the back, not wanting to be called on often. The teacher was a tall, older man. His name was Mr jones. I could tell already he was gunna be "such a fun class". "There will be nothing but silence in my class unless you are called Upon. Other then that, you will be written up.

As the class went on, I found myself getting more and more frustrated and confused. I didn't know most of the things on the pre test.

The final bell rang and I rushed to the car rider loop, wanting to finally see my mommy.

"Mommy!" I said running to her car. Her face quickly softened. "Hey baby girl! How was your day?" She asked. I went quiet. I didn't want to go again. "El?" She questioned at my silence. I didn't want to talk about it.