Mine (Marina)

Chapter 9

Eleanor's pov:

Another stupid day at school. I walked to first period. When I got there I was met with a angry looking Matt. "Of course your here." He growled. "Uh- I- well... yea I have to go to school." I said shakily. "Whatever." He snapped.

About 20 minutes into class I was getting frustrated, I couldn't get the lines to look straight enough. I looked up and saw him lean over to his friend and say something. "What did you say?" I snapped. "I said your probably stupid because you have 2 moms!" He yelled to me. I heard a lot of giggles and laughs from around the class. "What?... i-" I said at a loss for words. "Don't lie! I saw your mommy pick you up on Monday." He said mocking the way I said mommy.

I felt my cheeks burning red. I needed Maya and Carina. Maybe that was my problem.

In 5th period I couldn't do it anymore. I needed stink or something. I couldn't have Maya and Carina so I needed something. I got up and asked my teacher to use the bathroom.

I ran down the hall to the nurses office. "I feel like I'm going to throw up, can you call my mom please?" I said with a fake gag. This worked in my last school, hopefully it will in this one.

After about 20 mins Maya was there. I couldn't look at her. I walked past her and straight to the car. "El? What happened?" Maya asked with a concerned look. "Nothing okay!? Can we just go home!" I shouted. As soon as it came out I felt terrible. I shouldn't have yelled at her.

When we got home I ran to my room, flopping on my bed and sobbing. I needed Maya and Carina, but I had pushed them away. I felt 2 arms wrap around me and pick me up. I was Met with 2 dark brown eyes. "Bambina? Talk to mama." Carina said softly whipping away my tears. "NO!" I shouted. Once again I felt terrible right after. "J-just go away.." I sobbed. "Okay. I'll be here whenever you need me." Carina said, putting me down and walking out of my room. As soon as she left I broke out in sobs. "Mama.." I said to quiet. She was gone. "I need you.." I choked out, but it was to quiet. She couldn't hear me. She was gone.