-Thank God! I thought it would be 3 more months before I heard from you again...
As much as I wanted to torture him with not knowing if I was in fact dating girls now I decided not to and called him as soon as we reached land.
-Relax rocker dude...I would never do that to you...
-You do it every 3 months...
-Fine, but not this time...
-So?
-So what?
-What happened to the girl?
-I kissed her...
-And?
-I am not a lesbian.
-Oh thank God...
-You sound relieved
-I am...very...
-Why?
-Well if you were a lesbian then my chances of ever being with you would be gone once and for all...
-Aww that's so sweet...now that you don't have Phoebe you want me back...
-I never stopped wanting you...not for Phoebe, not for Alice, not even for a minute...
-You realize what a crappy boyfriend that makes you right?
-What can I do? I can't help myself when it comes to you.
-Yeah right...I'm not falling for that again..
-When did you?
-I fell hard for you when I met you rocker guy...and then fell flat on my ass when I found out you had a girlfriend.
-I know I was wrong and I am sorry...But that was 4 years ago...can't we move past that?
-I don't know...
-Don't you think it's time for you to come home so we can find out?
-No
-Why not?
-There's still so much to see...
-And we can do it together...What happened to it's not about the journey, but who you share it with?
-I can't see you ok?
-Why not?
-Because I know how this story ends
-And how does it end?
-If I see you again I will fall for you again and if I fall for you I will get hurt again and I can't, ok? I just can't go through all that again...
-Why do you think you'll get hurt?
-Because it's happened before...
-Yes but we were kids...so much has happened since then...we both have grown...we are not the same people anymore
-Exactly...we barely knew each other then...now we know even less
-That is bullshit...
-It's not
-So you are saying you will never trust me?
-I don't know...never is a long time...
-Well I won't wait forever...
-And you shouldn't...And you are not...You just broke up with Phoebe...
-Because I want to be with you...
-What? – Oh not again...
-Yes...Every time my phone rang and I saw it was her and not you I felt so disappointed... I looked at her and felt so bad that I wish it was you I was looking at...Whenever something good happened at work it was you I wanted to tell...It was your number I dialed...
-Oh...I did not see that coming...- I won't say that that speech didn't get to me. But to be honest anything he would say would get to me. He had some kind of power over me. And I hated that.
-Please come back so we can try...- I couldn't give in. I knew we could never work. We weren't meant for each other. If we were it would have happened years ago. We just weren't. No matter how much I wanted it.
-I can't...
-Fine...Just remember, this is what you wanted...
- I know...and I wish I could...but I can't...
-How can you ran away without even trying...
-You may not see it that way...but in my head I have already tried...and failed...
-But now I want to try...
-And now I don't...I don't think you understand how painfull this is...
-Ok...I can't do this then...I have to go...
-Ok...I'll stop bothering you...
-Don't...At least be my friend...
-Ok...
-I can't imagine not getting this random calls and texts anymore
-Good 'cause I can't imagine having to develop self control and not send it or call you...
-Great...I'll be waiting for the next one soon...
-It will come when you least expect...
-Until next time Master Bad Ass
-Until next time Rocker dude
I felt terrible after that. But what to do? I couldn't put my heart on the line again. I had to protect myself. There would always be an Alice or a Phoebe or someone to get in the way. It is sad, but nothing to do. Fate did not want us together and I had already made my peace with it. Now was his turn.
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RomanceThey both just wanted to have fun. Little did they know the fun doesn't end when the party does. A history about two people who were meant to be and all the life that got in the way.