"Who?"
"Do you know a Daewon? That's what he said his name was..." I came straight back to headquarters and told Hyunok because I knew Leader wouldn't want to listen to my issues, she didn't necessarily want to deal with me when she didn't have to, so personal issues of mine had to be settled well, personally.
"I've never heard of him." She shrugged.
"Oh...he went to a dark magic school..? He's tall...um..." I tried to remember what he looked like, but I'm not the best at making eye contact or looking at a person long, as long as I even get a small glance at their eyes I can read their minds and that's really all the time I want to spend looking into the eyes of people, I always felt like I was being invaded when I looked into someone's eyes. Except for kwangmins I had come to realize, I could always look him directly in the eye without feeling exposed.
"Jinkyong?" Hyunok interrupted my thoughts.
"Oh sorry...I zoned out."
"Yah I know, you do that all the time."
I felt my face flush but shrugged it off anyways, "but do you think you know him?"
"Maybe...I can ask some of my connections if you want. I know a guy who goes to the dark magic school, he may know too." She began getting up to leave my room.
"That'd be great actually, thanks Hyunok, see you tomorrow."
"No probs, night Jinkyong." she waved her hand as she walked out of my room, closing the door relatively loudly.
I sighed but rummaged through my old journals, trying to see if I had met him several, possibly decades, ago.
After looking for almost two and a half hours I came across two entries that made my blood run cold- well colder than it already was.
August 14, 1878
Today a handsome man, who was very tall and roughly my age, approached me today, we chatted a lot about just our regular lives, it slipped out that he goes to a dark magic school and he looked at me shocked, but I laughed and gently pulled put a small corner of my cloak showing him I was different too.
August 16, 1878
The handsome man approached me again today, he said his name was Daewon. He told me he feels like we were meant to be together, I was slightly off put, but something about him seemed so familiar. I knew we weren't special though, we hadn't made a tie as soon as I made eye contact with him, so I politely disagreed. He told me his people didn't have ties and just felt strongly compelled to an individual, and knew that they were supposed to be their life long partner. I was very quiet, and told him, to come back to me, in a very long time, at least 100 years, and if he still hadn't found someone he made a connection with, that I guess it was meant to be. For all I know, since his people are different, our tie could be different.
"Well...you did make a tie with someone...and that's for certain...but...Daewon hasn't...assuming that's why he came back to me...after 138 years...why of all people do I need to deal with weird super natural stuff like this."
"What's that unnie?" Jinkwang came and sat down on my bed beside me.
"Nothing dongsaeng..."
"I know you're lying."
"Then I'm sure you know I wish I wasn't."
He nodded.
~
*plz read at least the end paragraphs...plz...
*in aggressive old woman voice*
Huh?! What's that?! I haven't updated in three hundred billion decades?
Very true.
It has been that long.
Why?
Only one reason.
Being God damn lazy.
Uh. I suck.
*cries into pillow*
*dog licks face*
*sniffle* you're the only one who understands.
But yah. So it's been like. A very. Very. Very (aggressively) long time. And I'm so sorry. Like. I've barely even been on wattpad since the last update and I wasn't even checking on the progress of my book, and woah. 6K views??? Dude. This is like the biggest life accomplishment of mine. Aside from like...keeping a fish for longer than two years...
But seriously though, every time I got a notification saying someone favourited a chapter of mine, or followed me, or commented. I felt so so soooo so guilty, it's literally been a whole year exactly since I last updated, and high school kinda may or may not suck, so I'm honestly not promising anything when it comes to updates, but I thought I'd at least give a few chapters (or one I can't predict the future...) because I feel so guilty every time someone favourites my story.
like seriously thank you so much, I know 6K is nothing for some people and 64 followers is also nothing, but for me it means so much and I'm seriously so thankful for you guys.
But I'm so busy with school and my (sad kpop fan otaku) life that things like this are put at the very bottom of my priority pile.
Again, I'm not making any promises, but I will kinda try.
but you know how reliable my word is when it comes to this....(*coughs* it's literally been a year. *coughs again*)
~Sierra
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Hayran Kurgu"I remember we were running." "Why were you running?" "We were scared." "Why were you scared?" "Because we were different." "How were you different?" "We were changing." ~ Kwangmin and his twin brother, Youngmin, were different. They weren't like th...
