TWO sides of YOU || SandRay story || FirstKhaotung (HIATUS)

Chapter 9 ♦ Make it stop

Talay's POV

When I came across Sand again after a long time, I couldn't even breathe. The pressure I felt in my chest was too big and I was still not ready to face him. As I know him, he was coming off his work but it made me worried seeing him in this place but it's not like I have any right to even talk to him.

What I didn't intend was to say my feelings out loud. He had to hear it but I panicked and ran away till he could turn around. You don't have any right, Lay, stop being stupid! You ruined everything you could and cared more about yourself than him! He deserves someone much better and I can't be selfish!

But now he must be wondering what I was doing here. I hope he doesn't think I fell for drugs! I didn't... Top was trying to convince me that it'd make our sex better but I did not want to try this shit and slapped him for even trying to put it in my mouth. I was really lucky Top wasn't the aggressive type because with his body figure he could send me to hospital right away.

Then he begged for my forgiveness and I was a fool... I forgave him everything besides cheating on me and I hate myself for lying to Sand... It was not just a week since I dated Top... I thought I was deeply in love with him so I cheated on Sand more than once.

I met Top after one month of my relationship with Sand and the instant attraction made me search for him and wanting him. I felt guilty but I got rid of that feeling when I learnt about Sand. Heck I even thought I had the right to cheat on him! How could I be such an asshole?!

Anyways... today I'm not here to see Top or getting drugs. I work in an anti-drug unit after my experience with Top and would like to help people before it's too late.

Today I'm here to meet one of our clients who gave up on making his life better and ran away for drugs again. I was going through dark streets till I found a hidden underground in one aisle. This is the place where they gather. I have to be careful from now on to not let anyone drug me and drag me to toilets with the urge to fuck me. I know I'm hot but that doesn't mean I'd let someone rape me.

I walked down the stairs with a flashlight in my phone and went inside the place full of drug addicts. I already smelled marihuana which caused me a headache. I just have to look for my target and drag him away, no big deal!

I found a line of guys waiting for their dose of heroin and their dealer was injecting it into their veins. He had glasses and didn't look like one of them. He had a hot body and handsome face... No, Lay! Don't fall for that! He's killing people!

"Thanks, Boat, you saved my ass..."

"I don't think I saved it but abstinent syndrome is even worse than death." Tss. Abstinent syndrome is a first step to get out of this but you make them more and more addicted, jerk.

"Excuse me, can I ask you something?" He looked at me while checking me up.

"My eyes are up here." He smirked.

"You don't belong here. Are you an officer, spy or doctor?" None of it. More like a therapist.

"Does it matter? I just wanna have one short talk with you. That's all."

"Wait for me in the restroom. I have a line of people here." I frowned.

"Now!" But those addicts kept giving me death glares so I rather did as he said. I leaned against a wall and lighted a cigarette. I know it's ironic. I'm a therapist who is supposed to heal people with their addiction but here I am, a smoker.

However, in this cruel world you have to have some sort of addiction. Porn, alcohol, cigarettes or drugs which are really hard to find besides the unbelievable high prize.