Siddharth knew he couldn't keep his true feelings hidden any longer. He decided to call Kriya to have an honest conversation, even though it would be difficult.
Siddharth (with a heavy heart): "Kriya, there's something I need to talk to you about."
Kriya (concerned): "Siddharth, tumne itni raat ko call kiya what's wrong? Is everything okay?"
Siddharth (pausing to gather his thoughts): "Kriya, me jabse yaha aaya hu ek he cheez hai dimag me, I want to be honest with you. I thought I could move forward in our relationship, but as we got closer, I realized something.
My heart isn't fully in it.
I can't ignore my true feelings anymore."
There was a painful silence on the other end of the call. Siddharth could almost hear Kriya's heartbreak through the phone.
Kriya (softly):
"I appreciate your honesty, Siddharth. Galti meri he thi I think I rushed you into the things you didn't want to do.
I don't want to push you into anything you're not comfortable with. We should take a step back and figure out what's best for both of us."
As the call ended, Siddharth couldn't help but feel a sense of relief for finally speaking his truth, but he also knew that their relationship had taken a different turn, and the path ahead was uncertain.
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Siddharth's own confusion about his sexuality added another layer of complexity to the situation.
Before meeting Varun, he had never seriously questioned or explored his attraction to men. It was a realization that had taken him by surprise and left him wrestling with his own identity.
Siddharth couldn't help but think on how meeting Varun had awakened a part of himself he had never fully acknowledged.
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Sid POV
Siddharth had always prided himself on being a straightforward and reliable person. But the whirlwind of emotions he'd been going with had turned his life upside down. As he sat behind the wheel of Varun's car, the familiar hum of the engine provided a backdrop to his racing thoughts.
*How had it come to this?* he wondered. His relationship with Kriya had taken an unexpected turn when he realized he was falling for Varun, Sir.
He had never contemplated his own sexuality seriously until Varun had entered his life.
Varun was more than just a boss; he was a friend, and now, a subject of Siddharth's affection.
The nights spent driving Varun around the city had transformed into cherished moments, where laughter and conversation flowed freely.
Siddharth knew he couldn't keep running from his emotions. It was time to be honest with himself and, more importantly, with Varun. But the fear of rejection, of losing the respect and friendship they had built, worried him. He worried about the potential consequences, not just for himself but also for Varun, who might not have seen this coming.
With trembling hands, Siddharth took a deep breath, his eyes fixed on the road ahead. *This is it*, he thought, *there's no turning back now*.
He stole a quick glance at Varun in the passenger seat, who seemed lost in thought, gazing out at the passing cityscape.
Finally, the words found their way to Siddharth's lips, and he began, "Varun sir, there's something I need to talk to you about."
Varun turned towards him, his expression a mix of curiosity and concern. "Go ahead, Siddharth. You can always speak your mind with me."
Siddharth's heart pounded, and he felt a lump in his throat. This was his moment of truth. "It's about us, about the time we've spent together," he began, his voice quivering.
"I've realized that my feelings have changed, and I can't deny them any longer."
Varun listened attentively, his eyes locked onto Siddharth's. "Changed in what way?" he inquired softly. Varun's heart too was thumping loudly.
Siddharth took another deep breath, summoning the courage to utter the words that had been hidden in his heart for so long. "I've fallen in love with you, Varun sir.
Sir mujhe nahi pata me sahi hu ya galat pr abhi mujhe aapke alawa koi nahi dikhta. Aap jabse aaye ho meri duniya tham gayi hai. I can't focus on anything other than you. It's more than just admiration or friendship. I can't help how I feel."
As Siddharth's confession hung in the air, he braced himself for Varun's response, his mind racing with a mix of hope and fear. The silence in the car was deafening, and Siddharth's heart felt like it was, waiting for the verdict that would shape the course of their lives.
Siddharth confessed his feelings to Varun.
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Will he accept?
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Romance"Hard times create strong men" this was what Siddharth's life was all about. Losing his parents at a mere age of 10 then surviving alone in this world was difficult for him but he handled it with a smile on his face. On the other side, "born with a...
