Last Chapter (but like, fr this time)

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how are you lovely bastards? its been m o n t h s since i've even stepped foot in this barren wasteland. i'm sad to say (not really) that this is the end of this book and this account.

today marks six months clean from self harm, with no relapses. i've officially been cleared as a non-suicide risk. you guys, i'm in such a better place right now. it took a couple of pretty hard-hitting events to finally knock some common sense into me, but i took a step back and asked myself, what am i doing with my life?

(i know that's a godawful cliché but shhhh)

i've been sober for five months now, i'm employed, and i made the honor roll. for the first time in years, i feel like i'm actually living, rather than just surviving

but, i have to admit, i've lost a bit of my obsession with mcr. now, don't get me wrong, they saved my life and i completely adore them, but i saw frankie boy pookie bear live in concert so like-

(read: a new hyperfixation has taken over, send help before i spend all of my money on merch)

thank you all so much for your continuous support. your comments always make me laugh. four thousand reads, you guys. that's insane. i love y'all so so so much.

it really does get better. promise. 

xoxo, e

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