My Husband's Rival

MHR : 47

CHAPTER 47

EIRLYS

                   HE WAS THE one who told me that no feelings involved, then why did he called me to ask for my forgiveness?! Kung paghihiganti lang din ang habol niya, hindi na siya dapat nag aksaya ng oras para tawagan ako!

I ended the call after I told him to go home and just rest his mind because he's really drunk. I don't even know where is he.

I felt so irritated! Ginugulo niya ang isip ko! Inis na inis ako dahil dumami na naman ang tanong sa isip ko katulad ng ano naman kung galit ako sakanya? Hindi niya na dapat iniisip ‘yon because we will never see each other anymore!

Why he's still here, anyway? I heard his son is in abroad. Maybe he's just staying here for me. Now that we're done, umuwi na dapat siya sa kanyang anak.

Dahil kung ako siya... uuwi ako para sa anak ko. I can feel the bitterness in me because Xelios has a son that he can always talk to, kiss, hug, and do everything he wants to do with his baby. Samantalang ako...

Xelios didn't call again. I guess he's already asleep.

Nakatulog din ako pagkatapos ng ilang oras na pag-iisip. I don't know how, but I still fell asleep.

And when I woke up, I woke up with a heavy heart. As always.

Hindi pa ako nakakabangon sa kama ko nang may kumatok sa pinto ng kwarto ko and it was my mother. She's carrying a trey. May breakfast sa ibabaw nito.

"Good morning, baby," She smiled at me.

I smiled a little and watched her. Kahit nakangiti siya ay ramdam ko parin ang lungkot niya. Maybe because of what happened yesterday. Sa mga rebelasyon ko.

"I cooked these,"

Hinain niya sa harap ko ang mga niluto niya. Naramdaman ko agad ang gutom nang makita ang mga pagkain na hinanda ni mommy para sakin.

I missed this so bad. I missed her cook.

"Thank you, Mommy," I said.

I started eating peacefully. Ramdam ko parin ang tingin sakin ni mommy habang kumakain ako until she couldn't stop herself anymore from touching my hair. Natigil ako sa pagkain.

"What is it, Mom?" I asked with my curious eyes.

Nangilid ang luha ni mommy. And later on she cried already.

"I'm so sorry, anak. Kung napigilan ko lang sana ang kasal mo noon, hindi mo dapat mararanasan ang mga nangyari sayo. I'm so sorry. I'm sorry dahil pinagdaan mo lahat ‘yon nang mag isa."

My tears fell again. I took a deep breath and closed my eyes. Gosh. It's too early for this.

"I was so ready to leave Draven, Mom. But then I discovered that I was pregnant and decided to give him a chance... but that chance killed my baby. That monster killed my baby." I cried.

Mom hugged me. Yumakap din ako kay mommy. I cannot stop myself from crying hard even though kakagising ko lang.

"I'm sorry..."

She wiped my tears, but I just can't stop myself especially when talking about my baby.

She gave me a comforting smile. "I want to meet your baby. Would you let mommy?" She asked and her tears fell.

I cried harder and nodded. "I always wanted you to meet my baby, mom. I just needed to keep him from everyone."

I was crying that morning because of the conversation I had with mommy. I noticed that dad and my brothers aren't here. When I asked mommy, she told me that they're just taking care of something.