October 9, 2023

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My favorite uncle died two days ago. Taylor asked why I was upset in class today. I told him. He offered his condolences, then proceeded to serenade our group with an impromptu, acapella rendition of 'Bizzardvark' by Olivia Roderigo and Co. At least he made us smile. 

My mom and I watched a bit of the old Addam's Family tv series.  I started watching a kdrama. I'm just trying to distract myself. I've even avoided Vikki, Max, and Lacey all day. They just found me. It's pretty easy to avoid people when you want to. I have avoided people that I usually hang out with, and even have classes with, and they thought I was gone for the day, but I was just calloused against the whole human experience, and didn't want to exist. 

Today in choir I found myself wondering how far my brains would go if I just walked up to the wall and smashed my head. Jackie and I started to calculate it, but then the bell rang. Oh, well.

Until Next time,
Luci

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