60 days (Eyeless jack x reader)

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Hey guys, the updates might take a little longer because I'm going through a lot rn, and I'm moving houses, and there's so much drama going on rn like wth? Yea, sorry, but I'll try to update as much as I can. love you all, byeee😘😘😘

Tw: mention of rape and kinda s.a but only in a nightmare and it doesn't actually say anything about it just kinda pointing in the direction of it yk sorry😭 and drug use (damn this sounds like this chapter is gonna be naughty I swear it doesn't have lemon ok, sorry for those who might want it😭)

You woke up like every single morning. At this rate, you kinda wished you wouldn't. Life is hard for you, and you have so many problems going on. You were thinking about moving to another motel for a while, but you were gonna have to go back to school in a week, so it wasn't worth it. Talking about school, you wondered what drama you missed. It's not like you missed out on any drama as you have your very own, but you kinda missed the silly school drama. The ones about friendship issues or relationship issues, all of those kinds. Obviously, you didn't want to get involved in any as you already have enough problems, but just seeing some normal drama for once would be a nice change, because right now, your life felt like a loop. You  wake up, there's a note your stalker does some freaky shit then you sleep and find out your friend died or something. You came to the fact that this was your life now and you knew he wasn't afraid to kill, and maybe if you piss him off enough, he would kill you.

You struggled to find the motivation to get up and out of bed. Today seemed different though. You got a good vibe from today like something great was going to happen. You hoped you were right because you were so done with all of this and what was happening, it was exhausting.

You made some breakfast and got dressed. Today, you were going to make different. You weren't going to think about everyone you lost, and you were going to treat yourself. You deserved it after all that has happened. And so you got dressed and got the little money you had left and walked out the door locking it behind you. As you walked to your car you started to hum a tune from the song 505. (great song btw) you were in such a good mood. You thought of some things you might get like maybe lunch or some accessories, but either way you were just happy to get away from your room.

you pulled up to the shopping center and hopped out of your car.the center wasn't the biggest, but it was good enough. It had a pretty big range of all kinds of stores, from food to clothing to fun and anything you could really think of. You walked in and started to look around. 'What do I wanna buy?' you thought as you walked around aimlessly. While you were randomly walking around your eyes landed on the movie theater. You had around enough money to buy a ticket, and it would pass some time. So you finally decided to go in. It was pretty busy but not enough to drive you to some place else. As you got in the line you looked at the small TV at the front displaying different types of movies that were on today, then you saw (f/m) (favorite movie, idk what you guys like😭) 'oooo yes I love that movie' you thought as the cue moved. After what was probably 3 minutes but felt like seconds, it was finally your turn. "Hi I'll get a ticket for (f/m) please" she nodded and printed a ticket then handed it to you. "Thanks," you say awkwardly as you pay and walk away. You checked when the movie was on. '10 more minutes until it starts, should I go in now?' You thought to yourself. '...nah I'll just walk around until it's time I can't bother to watch the ads'. So you walked out to the street and started to wander it.

For some reason, the street was fairly empty, so no one disturbed you. As you walked around, the memories of what happened recently came back. You tried to avoid thinking about them, but you knew you had to soon, to get over it, that is what your therapist told you. when you explained about Logan and how you felt bad because he died and you didn't, he told you that you were going through something called survivors guilt. He informed you that it was in no way your fault and how it was normal to feel guilty and bad. When he told you about this it made you feel worse because you knew it was somewhat your fault. He warned you to stop getting closer to him but you didn't listen and did the exact opposite.