Demon Inside(girlxgirl)

Chapter 8

March 22

I was back in school and nothing extreme happened to me yet. I was in third period and working on a worksheet. Nobody bothered me until someone dropped into the seat next to me. I looked up and saw another soccer play, Meg. She had bleached blond hair with red streaks. She was chewing gum that made me want to rip it out of her mouth and throw at her. It was that annoying. 

"So freak I heard what happen." 

I didn't say anything and continuing working. She slammed her hands on my desk. I flinched and didn't meet her eyes.

"Don't ignore me, Ava."

"Mrs. Rivers is there something wrong?"

"No, ma'am."

"Okay." The teacher looked away and continue grading papers. 

"Ava, you have put so many of the soccer players in jail. You need to be put into your place soon." Her voice was filled with so much venom and threat. I gulped, actually terrified. Then suddenly I felt sick to my stomach. I was going to throw up. 

I scrambled out of my seat with wide eyes and ran out of the room. I didn't listen to the teacher telling me to come back. I went to the first stall in the bathroom and threw up. I didn't know I would be throwing up so soon. I dropped down on the floor and hugged myself. Tears pricked at my eyes.

"Are-are you pregnant?" 

I heard a voice and looked up. It was one of the cheerleaders. Chelsea. She was petite, blond and not so smart in school. I shook my head and tried to stop the tears trying to escape down my face. 

"Oh my god you are!" She ran out of the bathroom. 

I let the tears escape and I cried so hard. Everyone is going to know I am pregnant. I am going to be make fun of and laughed at for the rest of my senior year even more. I was in the bathroom for so long that the bell rang to end class. I got up and wiped away my tears. I fixed myself up quickly and went back to class to retrieve my stuff. 

I went to my next class and sat down in the back. Whispers started to go around. I closed my eyes and laid my head on the desk. I didn't want to know what they were talking about. I wanted this day to be over and be done with. I wished Tessa was here. She always made things better, here. Now its my own little Hell and the demons are tormenting me. 

The class went by quickly. I ran out of there heading to my locker before lunch. I stopped in my tracks in front of my locker. My mouth dropped open and tears started to run down my face. In big red letters the words, School's biggest slut! Pregnant! Who is the baby daddy? Scott or Ethan? were written across my locker. I stomped over it and opened my locker dumping my books and slammed it shut. 

I walked fast down the hallway with loud whispers surrounding me. Everyone were talking about me. Me, a girl that shouldn't deserve this. But maybe I do. I don't know anymore. I held back my tears and went outside. Me and Tessa has a special spot underneath a huge crape myrtle tree. The dark pink flowers were starting to bloom. Spring was here. I sat down underneath the shade and pulled out my lunch. 

 I looked at it for a second then tossed it onto the grass. I wasn't hungry. I still felt sick, tired, depressed and scared jumbled together. I fall backwards on the grass and looked up at the sky. A smiled tugged the corner of mouth. I remember all the times me and Tessa would always play the game, guess what the cloud looks like. She would always come up with the most silly things, she supposedly saw in the clouds. I always laughed it off and told her what I saw. It was the sweet small memories I would always cherish forever. 

I never knew I could love her so much. I always thought it was because she was my best friend. But I have realized that I love her as a best friend and a lover. I can't lose her after all the things we have went through together. The good and bad, every single thing. 

I am definitely going to see her after school. The bell rang for A lunch to end. I went to my next class.

The rest of the day went by in a blur. I tried my hardest to get out of everybody's way, specially the soccer team. I ran out school when the bell rang and jumped in my car. I suddenly had a good feeling that Tessa is going to wake up. 

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