Demon Inside(girlxgirl)

Chapter 14

April 1st 

April fools day. The worse non national holiday ever. But there is a good side of today. I get to see Tessa in school. I haven't got to see her since my mother told her to never come back. At least I can see her at school or when ever I can sneak out to see her. 

I got ready for school and dressed in wash out skinny jeans, a tank top that says vote for zombies and high top Airwalk sneakers. I only said goodbye to my dad and Colton and jumped in my truck. 

I drove into the school parking lot and parked my truck. I got out and was almost knocked down by someone. Their arms wrapped around my neck and I instantly knew who it was. Tessa. I hugged her back and buried my face in her hair. I couldn't help but smile and hold her in my arms. I've missed her so much. I hate it when I'm not with her. It's like a piece is gone in me when she isn't with me. 

"I've missed you." 

"Me too." We didn't let go of each other, just enjoying our presences of one another until the bell rang to get to class. 

"I'm still your girlfriend right?"

"Of course you are. I'm not going to leave you just because my mom didn't accept us."

It was true. I love her too much to just walk away from our relationship because of my mother. I am eighteen and I can do whatever I want without my parents say. I've been wanting to move out ever since my mother changed. I can legally but I have no clue where I will stay.

It was like she was reading my mind.

"You can move out and live with me. You don't have to worry about your parents not accepting us. We can be together all the time every day." She had a huge smile and laced our fingers together and pulled me along into the school.   

I was nervous walking into school, holding hands with her since both of us are females. I didn't know what reactions we would get. 

Whispers started to echo the hallways as we walked down. A few insults were thrown at us but it wasn't that bad because I was use to people calling us names. But physical stuff. I can't handle any of that. 

We made it safely to our first class and sat in our table where nobody but us seats at. The teacher walked in when the final bell rang to start class and began the lesson. We had to work on anything that would come to our mind. I started on mine as soon as the teacher told us to begin. I let my mind wander and let my hand draw what ever came to my mind. 

After I was done I dropped my pencil and looked at it in pure shock. 

"Who is that?" Tessa asked over my shoulder. I didn't reply to her question because I was speechless. I drew Selena as an angel in battle clothes protecting me from Scott and Ethan in the woods. It was very realistic, dark and sinister. I backed away from it, not wanting to remember that night. 

"Ava are you okay?" I ignored her and the teacher. I ran out of the classroom and into the closest bathroom I could find. I locked myself in a stall and fall down onto the floor crying in shock and fear. All I wanted, was to forget that night and move on but it is still fresh inside my head. 

"Ava, are you in here?" I heard Tessa walk in and I didn't say anything. I wanted to be alone. She walked in front of my stall and stopped. 

"You need to talk to someone. You can always talk to me. I'm always here for you."

A long waited silence passed over, as I thought over what she said. She was right. I can tell her all of my fears and worries. I unlocked the stall and settled onto the lid of the toilet. She walked in and stood in front of me and lifted my chin up and wiped my tears away.

"I'm always here Ava. I love you." I nodded and opened my arms out to her. She settled herself in my lap and I laid my head on her shoulder and held her by the waist. 

"I'm still scared, Tessa." I began with that broken up sentence. I told her everything, even about Selena. She listen to me as she stayed silent through my whole depressing babble. 

"Do you love her?" She asked when I finished. I sniffle and looked up at her. Do I lie to her or tell the truth? I don't want to break her heart. "It's okay if you do."

I bit my lip and said, "I think love her. She is always in the back of my mind while you are in the front of my mind everyday." It was true I couldn't stop thinking about both of them, they both made my heart flutter and make me fall in love with them. 

Tessa didn't say anything and got off of my lap. She stuck her hand out and I took it. 

We went back to class, with me feeling a lot better after letting all of that off of my chest. But it did bring out one question. Do I love Selena like I love Tessa? She does make me feel the way I feel around Tessa but in a different way. It feels like I know her somewhere but I still can't place it where I've met her before. 

Me and Tessa went through the rest of the school day with insults and threats thrown at us. We even got a few physical attacks but Tessa protect me from getting hurt. I went all girlfriend on her and fussed at her when I saw the cuts and bruises on her. She brushed me off of her and told me it wasn't severe. I huffed at her but stopped fussing at her. I let her be macho like for a girl the rest of the day. She is really something, isn't she? I fall deeper in love with her at the end of the day.

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